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Old 13-10-2011, 08:00 AM   #6601
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Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace

Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the **** is wrong
With me


I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared

I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the **** is wrong
With me


Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my ****ing misery

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the **** is wrong
With me



"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.


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Old 13-10-2011, 04:45 PM   #6602
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I'm in a constant state of getting cut
So why don't I feel anything?

This is a violation


Maybe I forgot what it was like

Before it entered me







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Old 13-10-2011, 11:09 PM   #6603
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Sopor Aeternus - We Have A Dog To Exercise

When the old ghost of suicide
creeps slowly back into your mind,
then everything is bleak and blurred ...-
down here in the short-sighted world.
Yet, this time I have to insist
on the sharpness of the things I missed ...-
this once so loyal friend ..., he's not that welcome anymore.
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The body is a prison-cell
that like a child needs to be washed and fed ...-
these are just two of the things that I have a tendency to forget.

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Old 15-10-2011, 12:20 AM   #6604
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Old 17-10-2011, 08:22 AM   #6605
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She wears a butterfly on her wrist
But she might as well cut it's head off
She's holding out for weapons to kill the ghost inside
Or at least kill the thought she has of killing her mind
She says "I love you" with her hands, she says "I hate you" with her eyes

Theres a pretty girl somewhere, with a pretty name
But I could never let you know how much this means
I swear we'll end this war, cause we both know
It wasn't worth fighting for

I wear God's name up by my wrist but she might as well tear my skin off
She's letting go convictions, to release the ghost inside
To release all the suffering of a cross and a girl
I sing "I love you" way too much, so I'll say "I hate you" for tonight

Theres a pretty girl somewhere, with a pretty name
But I could never let you know how much this means
I swear we'll end this war, cause we both know
It wasn't worth fighting for

She, she said to me I will be driving in the wrong direction
Did you ever think, that maybe your life,
Is heading in the wrong direction, baby

There's a cross up on the wall
See from the corner of your eye
When you're down on your knees
And she's begging please
So go and lay back down tonight
Because you won't know who you are
Until you're down on your knees
And you're begging please

Theres a pretty girl somewhere, with a pretty name
But I could never let you know how much this means
I swear we'll end this war, cause we both know
It wasn't worth fighting for



"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.


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Old 18-10-2011, 03:16 PM   #6606
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This door has been shut for days
And it's all too familiar
Can't I just crack a window
Can't I just shake it off?

I'm sure I've tasted this before, before, before...
I'm sure I've tasted this before...

Everything is out of reach
And I just want to see outside
The air (the air) has been getting thin

I feel like cutting it open tonight, tonight
And falling on the floor

There's nothing left unused in here
There's nothing left to say

I haven't talked in days
And I'm really not too sure
What I sound like anymore
My vision has gone and my mouth is full, is full of sores

I feel like dripping it dry tonight
Over and over again
It's time (it's time) to open up the door


(almost did 'last resort'... but triggers... and not sure where i am with that...)



"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.


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Old 18-10-2011, 06:03 PM   #6607
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The constant pressure that keeps hanging over me it makes me feel so empty. It's more than anything that I could ever be, what else could you take from me?





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Old 21-10-2011, 05:02 AM   #6608
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Old 22-10-2011, 11:34 AM   #6609
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They won't want you for who you are
So you should step outside your skin
Something tells me
That we were meant to be
But how can that be
You run on evil
I run on fumes
And stale air

When she came out
She brought her anger
She left her sympathy
Behind the walls she built for me

So we start spinning
You wouldn't want to let us go easy
Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning
You wouldn't want to let him down easy
Or he just might become the promise

I want you for who you are
So you can stay inside your skin
Something tells me love isn't enough
But how can that be
You're not so evil
I'm not so good, crazy or mean

So we start spinning
You wouldn't want to let us go easy
Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning
You wouldn't want to let him down easy
Or he just might be come the threat

She's so dramatic
Shes says I'm leaving
Is that a promise or a threat

So we start spinning
You wouldn't want to let us go easy
Or you just might become too weak to stop spinning
You wouldn't want to let him down easy
Or he just might become, the one you want

I am the voice you'll never get
I am the one
I am the promise and the threat



"God take me, because I hate me" -Underoath
We are male and female. We are artists, athletes, and students. We have depression, PTSD, eating disorders, bipolar disorder, or maybe no diagnosis at all. Some of us were abused, some not. We come from all walks of life and can be any age. We are every race or religion that you can think of. Our common link is this: We are in pain. We self-injure. And we are not freaks.


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Old 22-10-2011, 09:01 PM   #6610
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Several different lyrics...

"Hello, I'm your mind,
Giving you someone to talk to.
Hello.
...
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken.
Hello.
I'm the lie
Living for you
So you can hide.
Don't cry." -"Hello" by Evanescence.
(reason: keep everything in)
~~
"I've tried so hard
To tell myself
That you're gone.
But though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along." -"My Immortal" by Evanescence.
(reason: still love ex-girlfriend who lives in L.A. and she's with a guy and now I'm sad :'<)


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Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken.

--

"I love you."
Maybe some day those three words will actually MEAN SOMETHING.
Because every boy and girl who has said that to me
Has HURT ME
Or LEFT MY LIFE.

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Old 23-10-2011, 11:05 PM   #6611
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And you don't seem to understand
A shame you seemed an honest man
And all the fears you hold so dear
Will turn to whisper in your ear
And you know what they say might hurt you
And you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading
I have lost it all

And you don't seem the lying kind
A shame then I can read your mind
And all the things that I read there
Candle lit smile that we both share
and you know I don't mean to hurt you
But you know that it means so much
And you don't even feel a thing

I am falling, I am fading, I am drowning
Help me to breathe
I am hurting, I have lost it all
I am losing
Help me to breathe



The Trick Is To Keep Breathing



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Old 23-10-2011, 11:58 PM   #6612
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If the elephants have past lives yet are destined to always remember
It's no wonder how they scream
Like you and I they must have some temper

And I am dreaming of them on the plains
Dirtying up their beds
Watching for some sign of rain to cool their hot heads

And how dare that you send me that card when I'm doing all that I can do
You are forcing me to remember when all I want is to just forget you

If the tiger shall protect her young then tell me how did you slip by
All my instincts have failed me for once
I must have somehow slept the whole night

And I am dreaming of them with their kill
Tearing it all apart
Blood dripping from their lips and teeth sinking into heart

And how dare that you say you'll call
When you know I need some peace of mind
If you have to take sides with the animals
Won't you do it with one who is kind

And if the hawks in the trees need the dead
If you're living you don't stand a chance
For a time though you share the same bed
There are only two ends to this dance

You can flee with your wounds just in time or lie there as he feeds
Watching yourself ripped to shreds and laughing as you bleed

So for those of you falling in love keep it kind
Keep it good
Keep it right
Throw yourself in the midst of danger but keep one eye open at night


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Old 24-10-2011, 05:18 PM   #6613
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When you're there, they're your friends,
But then, when you're not around.



'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'

['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']

'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.í Ė Oscar Wilde
ĎItís hard to dance with the devil on your back.í Sydney Carter


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Old 24-10-2011, 10:00 PM   #6614
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It's over, it's over now
Move over, it's my turn now
It's over, the game's shut down.
SORRY!


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Old 24-10-2011, 10:32 PM   #6615
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Please, sir, have you seen my innocence?
It was hanging up there on the door.
And sure, it was looking quite tattered, but I
Had things I was keeping it for.



Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't

-hirple.-


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Old 25-10-2011, 12:12 AM   #6616
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-Drift by Emily Osment



Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken.

--

"I love you."
Maybe some day those three words will actually MEAN SOMETHING.
Because every boy and girl who has said that to me
Has HURT ME
Or LEFT MY LIFE.

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Old 25-10-2011, 12:20 AM   #6617
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Arms - Christina Perri

I never thought that you would be the one to hold my heart
But you came around and you knocked me off the ground from the start

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go
You put your arms around me and I'm home

How many times will you let me change my mind and turn around
I can't decide if I'll let you save my life or if I'll drown

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

The world is coming down on me and I can't find a reason to be loved
I never wanna leave you but I can't make you bleed if I'm alone

You put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go

I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

I tried my best to never let you in to see the truth
And I've never opened up
I've never truly loved 'Till you put your arms around me
And I believe that it's easier for you to let me go


I hope that you see right through my walls
I hope that you catch me, 'cause I'm already falling
I'll never let a love get so close
You put your arms around me and I'm home

You put your arms around me and I'm home

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Old 25-10-2011, 03:57 PM   #6618
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Oh she can wait,
For what I can give,
She knows what I am but,
She wonít believe me,
Is it all ok?
Will I come off the lightest?
I canít believe it,
Itís always like this,

Kept it at bay
Yes, you kept your words
There on your mouth
But itís not what I heard

If I follow the light
That I deem the brightest
I wonít believe that
Itís always like this

Iím not whole
Iím not whole
You waste it all

Iím not whole
Iím not whole
You waste it all

Iím not whole

Oh you can wait
For what I can give
You know what I am
So you know how I live
Try to look proud
But youíre not in the slightest
Its happening now
And itís always been like this


Iím not whole
Iím not whole
You waste it all

Iím not whole
Iím not whole
You waste it all

Iím not whole



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Old 25-10-2011, 05:16 PM   #6619
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She's my best friend, oh mother
No other woman could turn my eye, drag me away
With the blessing comes the worry, and I worry
Don't make it all for nothing
The love we made

And I pray you keep her safe
Bring her home, keep harm away
And I pray, don't let me down
Bring her back 'cause I need her now
I pray, someone else can take her place
Don't make it all for nothing
This love we made

Falling in love is like playing with fire
Pulling me down but it's takin' me higher
I know it's my fault and I'm asking for favours
I needed a knife but you gave me the razor






I know it's not easy, but I know your strong
And I know that somewhere they're playing your song
Out of the darkness, into the spotlight
Everyone's waiting, jamming
In a place where you belong


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Old 25-10-2011, 05:23 PM   #6620
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-Dift by Emily Osment
-Hello by Evanescence
-Imaginary by Evanescence
..... All of those.



Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken.

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"I love you."
Maybe some day those three words will actually MEAN SOMETHING.
Because every boy and girl who has said that to me
Has HURT ME
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