Childhood Sexual exposure.
So as a pre teen I used to show myself on webcam between the ages of 12-14 over MSN. I thought these guys were giving me the attention I craved.
It was only really over the past few years I've realised how wrong that actually was. But there was so many sometimes I don't really remember anyone part from 2 guys.
One I sometimes wonder if he now thinks what he did was wrong. But I dunno if I can really take it further.
I still remember the first guy at the age of 12 (I still had my Nokia 3410) who asked for a boob pic. I was 12!!!
I think maybe it's because we've just done child safeguarding at work that's brought up memories.
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