Location: A Dark Place Somewhere North Of The Border
I am currently:
he got worse i hurt more than i did he caught me phoning 999 and said its up to him to decide when i can go. i feel like im phasing in and out of concious. his friend is trying to help me get an ambulance and police. im scared
*takes Sunni's hand and brings her to the padded area with the punching bag* You're allowed to be mad in here as long as you don't hurt yourself or anyone else. Anger isn't a bad emotion unless you misuse it. Scream and kick and punch over here all you want. Okay? *pats your back* All emotions are safe in here.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
therapist said i wanted it a bit
she said was i sure i said no was i sure i told him i didnt want it
i promise i told him no
i promise i fought against him
i promise i never wanted it
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong we are Survivors. and..... we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
*bawling*
make it stop make it stop make it stop!!!!
she said she wants me back, called me crying...now me sitting here bawling because I don't know what to do....
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
*picks you up* Sunni don't talk to her. She's just going to hurt you and is doing so now. Just hang up, maybe talk to Del and get some rest. *rocks you gently* Good girl it's ok.
Farewell the Ashtray Girl
July 12, 1987-April 30, 2010
she called me suicidal
which is what I told her to do, she's not allowed to call me UNLESS she's at the end of everything
and she was bawling, saying she wanted to kill herself
I talked her out of it and started crying cause she scared me
and she said "I want you back and I love you but that's never gunna haoppen because you're leaving"
she broke my heart telling me how she rEALLY feels
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
sunni, she sounds liek she's just trying to manipulate you sweetie
*cuddles gently*
*offers hugs to everyone*
“The good things don’t always soften the bad, but vice-versa, the bad things don’t necessarily spoil the good things and make them unimportant.”
“Nobody important? Blimey, that’s amazing. Do you know, in nine hundred years of time and space I’ve never met anyone who wasn’t important before.”
“If it’s time to go, remember what you’re leaving. Remember the best. My friends have always been the best of me.”