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Old 19-02-2024, 09:04 PM   #3981
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Old 19-02-2024, 11:57 PM   #3982
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That is an interesting theory from the nurse. Could you ask them to expand on that and answer your follow-up question. I have a light theory but it feels complicated to type out and the nurse is probably a better person to ask?



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Old Yesterday, 09:23 AM   #3983
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I think the nurse is back at work on Thursday. I should be seeing the psych today. Maybe she meant something like itís a trauma response. Itís still hard for me to challenge my reality though and put it into a diagnosis or theory. It makes no sense to me.





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Old Yesterday, 02:16 PM   #3984
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Saw the doctor. She said she was thinking about my diagnosis but then just said i have longstanding EUPD and complex trauma. I donít think a doctor has ever mentioned complex trauma although they do mention trauma so it shouldnít seem like a shock to me but it does a bit for some reason. She said i am experiencing psychosis which is why theyíre treating me with antipsychotics although she did use the EUPD word transient which i told her last week wasnít true for me. I have been treated with antipsychotics for many years but no one has ever bluntly said theyíre being used to treat psychosis. Iíll be getting a CPN. I really hope it will be a good one. Most of the CPNs are unhelpful.





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I'm glad you'll be getting a cpn.
Hopefully they are decent.
Sounds like the psych has mostly listened to you which is positive



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Old Today, 12:31 AM   #3986
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Some people do kind say that EUPD is just a label given to people who would be better described as having C-PTSD. And I'm sorry that she focussed on the transient bit of the psychosis- it's so clearly not the case for you and if I can see that via the internet, it's irksome that an irl person can't. It's like they just can't see past EUPD and have to make everything fit that *eye roll*

How do you know that most of the CPNs are unhelpful?



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