hello, my name is gray because I have that little self esteem at this point.
im 20, stuck in my abusive, mentally ill parents' house, and just got over a videogame addiction. trust me, it was bad. im also overweight which isnt new to me but i was in shape a little while ago.
any advice or criticism or any insult will do. i just cant seem to get my head back in the game. sorry if this sounds pathetic and "me, me, me", but i really dont know where else to turn. it's even torture thinking of reaching out to anyone or thing.