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Old 23-05-2021, 09:12 PM   #1
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I think I shound strave and stop eating again maybe then I can have worth its all too much!!!!!!!!!!!!! Every Thursday me and the others are weighed and stuff like that I need to weigh less!!!!!!!!! ……… I feel like it’s the only way to have worth since what happened on wensday…………. But I don’t know what to do because I really don’t want to upset my parents by not eating my birthday cake or anything esle on my birthday 14 of june………………..


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Old 23-05-2021, 09:36 PM   #2
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I think I shound strave and stop eating again maybe then I can have worth
on Thursday I weighed and its all too much!!!!!!!!!!!!! Every Thursday me and the others are weighed and stuff like that I need to weigh less!!!!!!!!! ……… I feel like it’s the only way to have worth since what happened on wensday…………. But I don’t know what to do because I really don’t want to upset my parents by not eating my birthday cake on my birthday 14 of june………………..


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Old 24-05-2021, 12:04 AM   #3
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How does weighing less reflect on your story writing?





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Old 24-05-2021, 01:12 AM   #4
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it doesnt.................... but it might make me feel less worthess and If im not good at writing then what am I good at?...... nothing!!!!!!! It doenst take a rocket scientist to figure that out........ im worthless!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Old 24-05-2021, 01:51 AM   #5
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oh..... ok........

i'll try.....

i hate myself so much though..........


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Old 24-05-2021, 02:38 AM   #6
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Maybe you should limit how frequently you weigh yourself? You don't need to be less, your body needs to weigh sufficient amount to give you energy and help your brain work. You deserve a birthday with low stress and eating is not a crime. If you are being weighed by your PCP I wonder if you would feel better not knowing (blind weights) so that it's harder to compare yourself for others. You got this. Remember today is a new day.

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Old 25-05-2021, 01:40 AM   #7
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i just ate dinner i feel so awful!!!!!!! all i can think about is what happened on wensday!!!!!!!!! It doenst take a rocket scientist to figure that out........ im worthless!!!!!!!!!!!!



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Old 30-05-2021, 05:46 PM   #8
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Maybe you should limit how frequently you weigh yourself? You don't need to be less, your body needs to weigh sufficient amount to give you energy and help your brain work. You deserve a birthday with low stress and eating is not a crime. If you are being weighed by your PCP I wonder if you would feel better not knowing (blind weights) so that it's harder to compare yourself for others. You got this. Remember today is a new day.
i cant..... the staff at the group home wont let me........
thank you.... i dont know how to stop feeling guilty though......
i dont know...... but thank you.... <3



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Old 11-06-2021, 12:35 PM   #9
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You should remember that losing weight is a long process. You shouldn't panic and hate yourself if you are overweighted or don't fit the standards. Everything is fixable.

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Old 15-06-2021, 09:04 PM   #10
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Old 17-06-2021, 01:08 AM   #11
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i ate last weekend for my birthday and i feel horrible........... i had to fake smile and eat!!! i feel so worthless!!!!!! i need to purge!



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