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05-11-2020, 12:53 AM
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We can try. We can always try.
Join Date: Sep 2007
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Thinking of you, Mary <3
I am glad people are treating you well.
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the sun
the moon
the truth
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05-11-2020, 12:25 PM
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Join Date: Mar 2013
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Hugs to you, I am so sorry you are struggling
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Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted.
I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.
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06-11-2020, 07:06 PM
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Pathologically flamboyant
Join Date: Nov 2010
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Originally Posted by MunchBox
I cannot believe that I've been so ungrateful in my life. I'll never forgive myself. How dumb.
Dude, you're in the middle of very srs bsns physical health shenanigans, surely you deserve a break from the self-criticism!!
I'm glad you're at least getting the treatment you need and I hope things go well with the surgery- have you had it yet?
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No other sadness in the world would do
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07-11-2020, 12:30 PM
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Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: UK
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Originally Posted by Pi.R^2
Dude, you're in the middle of very srs bsns physical health shenanigans, surely you deserve a break from the self-criticism!!
Jenkins is right! Please try and give yourself a break. I think you're more than suffering enough xx
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07-11-2020, 04:51 PM
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I threw my pie for you.
Join Date: Mar 2010
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Thank you guys.
Surgery is Tuesday. Physio put me in a hoist so I can sit down on a chair. I managed 10 mins before I was sweating and shaking in agnoy.
The permanent staff are very good but the agency are a nightmare. I've been left alone in pain in the middle of the night because they couldn't be bothered to answer the bell.
Things are so shit. Catheter has given me a huge UTI. I can't. Scared and I feel so alone.
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Sweetpea
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07-11-2020, 04:52 PM
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I threw my pie for you.
Join Date: Mar 2010
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And pressure sores all along my back. I feel like giving up.
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Sweetpea
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07-11-2020, 05:26 PM
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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*hugs you*
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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07-11-2020, 06:34 PM
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Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: UK
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Originally Posted by MunchBox
Thank you guys.
Surgery is Tuesday. Physio put me in a hoist so I can sit down on a chair. I managed 10 mins before I was sweating and shaking in agnoy.
The permanent staff are very good but the agency are a nightmare. I've been left alone in pain in the middle of the night because they couldn't be bothered to answer the bell.
Things are so shit. Catheter has given me a huge UTI. I can't. Scared and I feel so alone.
Mary, I am so, so sorry that you are in this pain. You honestly don't deserve any of it and I am sickened to hear that you have been let down by the agency staff. I wish there was something I could say or do to make things easier for you. Love you so much xx
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07-11-2020, 08:10 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
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I wish I could say something helpful. I am truly sorry the agency staff are so terrible, it's inexcusable. *Sits with you so you aren't feeling alone* x
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08-11-2020, 01:01 PM
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The Shadow of the Day
Join Date: Oct 2004
Location: Scotland
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I'm so sorry Mary. Have you told anyone about how the agency staff have/haven't been treating you? You're going through so much and you deserve to be properly cared for.
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I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
You didn't come this far just to come this far.
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08-11-2020, 08:03 PM
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Evil Emperor
Join Date: Jun 2007
Location: The TARDIS
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Mary, is there someone who can come and visit you and help to support you in this??? It's Way too much for one person to deal with this alone. And to just be left alone in pain is inexcusable. I'm just thinking it'd be better if someone could speak up for you because you clearly have enough to deal with without having to complain over useless staff.
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08-11-2020, 08:09 PM
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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i agree with zurg!!! *hugs you*
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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09-11-2020, 08:39 PM
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I threw my pie for you.
Join Date: Mar 2010
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First thing tomorrow morning I'll have the surgery.
Surgeon mentioned my foot not being able to my saved again.
Please pray/think/ or send me well wishes.
I'm so scared.
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Sweetpea
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09-11-2020, 08:43 PM
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90's B*tch
Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: Hyrule
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Thinking of you Mary. I really hope the surgery is a success
Love you <3
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I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Who else is fine?!?!?
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09-11-2020, 08:52 PM
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Join Date: Jan 2007
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Thinking of you <3 <3
Sending all the wishes and prayers.
x
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09-11-2020, 09:03 PM
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*super hugs you all*
Join Date: Feb 2019
Location: texas
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sending you all the love i have mary <3
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
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09-11-2020, 10:03 PM
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Praying for you!
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10-11-2020, 04:19 AM
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Feel free to be yourself
Join Date: Sep 2008
Location: United Kingdom of backwards thinking?
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Thinking of you Mary. You are so strong - don’t forget that! We are always here if you need us. We’re all rooting for you. Please let us know how it goes.
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Ballerina123 - My lovely superstar
Call me R -
The best thing about the future is that it comes one day at a time - Abraham Lincoln
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10-11-2020, 04:50 AM
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Patchwork Elephant
Join Date: Sep 2009
Location: UK
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You're in my thoughts Mary.
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'It's an impossible choice ... I'll just have to hope that when I flip the coin it somehow explodes and kills me.'
"You're not scared of climbing mountains. You're scared that you can't make them move."
Jenna was here :P
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10-11-2020, 08:57 AM
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Join Date: Jun 2008
Location: London
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Am thinking of you today x
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sticks and stones may break your bones but words can tear your heart out.
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