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Old 30-06-2020, 06:29 PM   #1
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Trying to battle suicidal thoughts

I am having regular thoughts of suicide which I really DON'T want to act on. I want to be a mother one day, I know have a future which could be happy but I just can't see my way to that at the moment.



You cannot get through a single day without having an impact on the world around you What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you wish to make.


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Old 30-06-2020, 06:42 PM   #2
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I love you lots and well done for reaching out <3

Do you know where these thoughts are coming from/what's causing them?



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Old 30-06-2020, 07:18 PM   #3
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Thanks lovely Jenkins <3

I'm not really sure. I've been generally just feeling very disconnected from things/life. I feel like I always feel very overwhelmed by life and if that's true how can I ever accomplish what I want to in life? I've tried a lot of things but I just give up on them. I feel like a perpetual failure and someone who doesn't add to the beauty of life.



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Old 01-07-2020, 12:08 AM   #4
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I also love you lots.
You are so far from a failure too, like I look at you and see a person who has achieved and overcome so much and still always has a smile and something kind and/or witty to say. How does that not add to the beauty of life?
These thoughts are horrible and can be so compelling but remember you don't want to act on them. Keep talking here. Are you still doing counselling? Can you bring this up when you next speak with them?
You are important, and you are loved.



'It's an impossible choice ... I'll just have to hope that when I flip the coin it somehow explodes and kills me.'

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Old 01-07-2020, 12:50 PM   #5
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You definitely add beauty to the world Kiran.
You are a ray of light in this dark place.




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Old 01-07-2020, 08:02 PM   #6
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You add to the beauty of my life.



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Old 02-07-2020, 12:59 AM   #7
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Thank you so much every one. Your words hsve helped so much.
Lio yes I am still doing counselling and CBT although thst is ending next week. Counselling is continuing though so I could tell her.I'm feeling so grateful for your kind words and they hsve made today as good day. :)



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Old 05-07-2020, 01:33 AM   #8
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I'm feeling quite numb at the moment, as if I can't muster upthe energy to care very much about anything.



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Old 06-07-2020, 10:58 AM   #9
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Old 07-07-2020, 10:32 PM   #10
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I just want to say that I can relate and want to send you hugs. Keep strong this will pass



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