The contamination and also putting on loads of weight.
The contamination is obviously the most anxiety provoking.
I did eat and now trying not to do something bad
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Ask for support if you need it, remember how much it does help. You need to eat and it's not a bad thing although I understand your beliefs and anxiety makes it hard for you.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
Thanks Camden
I didn't end up asking for prn because I managed to get back to my room and I didn't want to remind them of my existence and get kicked out again.
But I had some tonight so I can hopefully sleep well
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Thanks Camden
It was freezing last night so I didn't sleep too well and eventually got up at 4am to ask for another blanket
I did stay safe in my room though
They've forgotten to kick me out of my room so far this morning which is good.
I don't think I'll do anything. I hope not
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Well done for staying safe in your room. Hopefully if you continue to do so every time they forget that you're not supposed to be in there, then when they do remember you'll have a pretty convincing argument for them removing that condition.
They keep remembering I'm meant to be out of my.room.
I've managed to stay safe for quite a few days now but it has to be reviewed by the consultant. So.I need to wait.until tomorrow. I hope they let me in my room again. I hate sitting in the lounge. I can still hear frickin smooth radio even with my ipad turned up loud!
I had a bad night with the voices but didn't do anything. Just took prn.
My depot is being increased on Tuesday and I can't wait to have it tbh.
It always gets worse before my depot is due.
Sorry
Rambled a bit
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Definitely keep asking for prn if you need it. Do they know that things get worse right before your depot? Is there anything they can do to prevent that?
Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
I have told them. They don’t seem to know what to do about it.
I’m hoping the dose increase will help with that.
Struggling a bit tonight but had my meds and going to try and sleep
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I hope you got off to sleep quickly and that today went well. When you had a bad night but managed not to do anything (well done!!) what helped you get through it?
Thanks Jenna (my keyboard on my phone went haywire and spelled your name as +×÷=. I feel this is appropriate given your occupation)
I don't know what's getting me through it tbh
I think the idea of going into a placement for a year scared me into behaving myself. Also my mood has been better so I feel more able to deal with everything.
I don't know why my mood has been better. It's very suspicious but it has been this way since about Friday.
I'm allowed in my room for 2 hours a day but as I was ok yesterday, they just let me stay in my room. Hopefully it will be the same today.
Please do!
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
The nurse in charge said she's not talking to me until after Christmas. I said I won't be here for Christmas. She said I will be.
I'm scared now. I don't want to be here that long. Surely I won't be here that long?
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
Hopefully not. If you continue improving and being incident free then the doctor could well decide to discharge you before then. Guess that’s something to work towards. Also, the nurse isn’t the one who decides when people are discharged. It’s a team discussion and things change all the time. Try not to stress too much about it, it will only make the troll thoughts harder to fight x
