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Old 28-12-2020, 03:25 PM   #101
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The world is going to end. They show it to me.
Screaming and pain
Children turning blue
It doesn't stop.
Why won't it stop?





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Old 28-12-2020, 03:49 PM   #102
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Given you are in really severe distress I think it might be the time to talk to your wife and discuss the option of a short hospital stay.

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Old 28-12-2020, 06:39 PM   #103
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Just wanted to echo what Lana said. Sending hugs and love x







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Old 28-12-2020, 06:41 PM   #104
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I'll try and talk to my wife but I'm scared.
It's hard to say all this out loud.
I really on't want to go to hospital.





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Old 28-12-2020, 06:51 PM   #105
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Talking to her is a really good idea <3

I understand this is hard and that it must be really scary.

Not wanting to go to hospital is super understandable, but is still preferable over dying.
A short stay might prevent a much longer stay.



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Old 29-12-2020, 01:08 PM   #106
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Did you manage to talk to J?



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we might see each other as imperfect humans, doing our best. ~ Jodi Picoult


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Old 29-12-2020, 07:05 PM   #107
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I tried but I find it hard not to sugar coat it. I don't want to worry her.
I don't know how to do this.





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Old 29-12-2020, 07:15 PM   #108
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Can you write it down and give it to her if that is easier?
I understand that you don't want to worry her, but I am sure she'd rather know & the sooner she knows the sooner she can help you to get the support you need.



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Old 30-12-2020, 09:14 AM   #109
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My wife knows I'm struggling a lot. Her and my mum have been making me take PRN regularly. The mental health team won't help me and hospital will just make me more isolated because of Covid (Crisis would probably just send me home anyway).

I feel really agitated and restless. I need to go for a walk but I'm scared to leave the house.
I feel so hopeless, things have shit for so long, it's hard to hold on for hope. I know I sound pathetic and woe-is-me. I'm sorry. Nothing feels safe.





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Old 30-12-2020, 07:18 PM   #110
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Today has been so hard. I feel awful, suicidal, scared and a crushing weight on my chest. I want the pain to end.
I’ve been trying to numb myself. PRN, alcohol, smoking, spending money. What use is money when the world is going to end?





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Old 31-12-2020, 07:13 PM   #111
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I'm sorry things are so extremely difficult at the moment. *offers hugs*
How are you feeling now?







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Old 31-12-2020, 08:16 PM   #112
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I'm scared for the year ahead. We're all going to be eclipsed in darkness. suffocating darkness with no escape.
I'm scared and feel so low it hurts to breathe.





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Old 31-12-2020, 10:15 PM   #113
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I'm so sorry things are feeling so scary right now Luna. You said that this was a particularly scary time for you and you are doing amazingly well just to be here through it. This time that feels so difficult for you will pass and it is getting closer to passing with every day that occurs. How is your evening going lovely? Are you with J and J?



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