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Old 17-07-2021, 05:02 PM   #661
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i know... im sorry....



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Old 17-07-2021, 05:09 PM   #662
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Additionally they might be checking to see if it needs medical attention. I know that I have had professionals check my SI before and one of their main reasons is to see if it is infected etc. However I can see how you might be annoyed with it.
it was old though



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Old 17-07-2021, 05:14 PM   #663
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If you were in her position and knew somebody you were seeing had harmed themselves, what would you do?
i dont know..



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Old 17-07-2021, 05:49 PM   #664
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yesterday at the dayhab i was wanting to walk around like a guy was so i asked one of the staff and they asked me "if someone jumped off a building would you jump too?!!!!!!" and i said "it depends...." then without anytime to explain what i meant she just says "thats dumb." and says that i cant walk
i feel so upset!!!!!!!!!! because she doesnt understand.......... 50% of it was i would jump off because i was feeling very very very very VERY bad and would want to die and stuff than another 50% would be to save that person!!!!!!!!! so yes 100% i would jump off a building!!!!!!! but her repondense just hurted me and made me feel like i was dumb for feeling that way...... so i tried talking to another staff about it and he said basically the same thing as the other staff. is feeling suicial or wanting to save someone dumb? i dont know what to think.....



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Old 18-07-2021, 09:40 AM   #665
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it was old though
They didn't necessarily know that and even then, it could still be in need of some medical attention.

Regarding your conversation with staff, people usually say that "if someone jumped off a building would you jump too?" thing when they think someone is just copying what someone else is doing. It's used to highlight that it's silly to do something just because someone else is. So they probably weren't thinking of other reasons to jump off the building and were only asking if you'd copy them just to be like them. I wonder if that explains their reactions a bit, though it still sounds a bit rude of them!



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Old 19-07-2021, 09:59 PM   #666
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oh ok..

oohhhh it kinda does.... it still hurted though...



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Old 22-07-2021, 10:49 PM   #667
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yesterday at the day hab i wrote down suggests on what we could do i feeling like shit and it was overwelming and one of the things i suggested was death day where we would talk about death...... i put by unknown (so no one would knew it was me) but they found out about anyways and needless to say i got in trouble >_<

i told my mom about my depression increasing and then told her about the suggestions then told her about the therapist then about how i feel about the behavior plan and how everything feels like puishment for my feelings of depression..... she says that shes going to e-mail the boss of the group home.... and i also told one of the staff this...(everything but my mom emailing the boss) i dont know if the boss knows about all of this or not though.... i hope i can still go out to dinner with my mom tomorrow....



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Old 23-07-2021, 03:49 PM   #668
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I can see why maybe they wouldn't be happy about that suggestion- it could be upsetting for the other members there, though I know that you wouldn't upset them on purpose.

I hope you're able to go out for dinner with your mom too.

What help do you think you need for your depression?



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