I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
about someone I know:
Can't count the ways that you light my ****in fuse
I can't tolerate the sight of you, the thought of you or
Anything about you
You know what I want to see?
How many ways can a loser ****ing lose
I know you'll find a way
The humility awakening the idiot inside
You spineless ****ing maggot - you're just wasting my
Time
Get out of my face - Get out of my life
Out of my ****ing way - Just die
"In the driest whitest stretch of pains infinate desert, I lost my sanity, and found this rose"
If they did tests on my heart
I think that maybe they would start believing
All the stories that I tell them Like how sometimes I can barely breathe
For no apparent reason other than I thought some bad thoughts These nerves are falling apart
And my fingernails stay short I keep telling myself "You've got to get over yourself"
I don't want you to save me
'Cause what if you did, you'd succeed
And then you would get bored and leave I'd be back at square one
And that is such a bad place to begin.
We sent all of our sins into the sea And we set it on fire, we're an island now
I don't know if I can take the pressure it creates
To be a self-sustaining industry
So we'll tell ourselves we've got what it takes And all we need is a little time to dry off
I don't want you to save me
'Cause what if you did, you'd succeed
And then you would get bored and leave I'd be back at square one
And that is such a bad place to begin.
You tell me I'm low 'cause I've slept on the floor
And out in the woods with the badgers & wolves
You threw me out 'cause I went digging for gold
And I came home with a handful of coal
But when it's my time to throw the next stone
I'll call you beautiful if I call at all
And when it's my time to call your bluff
I'll call you beautiful or leave it alone
You call me a dog
Well that's fair enough
It doesn't bother me as long as you know
Bad luck will follow you
If you keep me on a leash and
You drag me along
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When the spoon is hot, and the needle's sharp
And you drift away, I can hear you say
That the world in black is upon your back
And your body shakes, so you ditch away
And you close the shades
Don't try to do it
Don't try to kill your time
You might do it
Then you can't change your mind
You've got a hold on to your time
Til your break through these
Times of trouble
When you try to talk
And the words get hard
And they put you down
Don't you stay
Don't you ditch away
I saw you swinging
Swinging your mother's sword
I know you're playing but
Sometimes the rules get hard
But if somebody left you out on a ledge
If somebody pushed you over the edge
If somebody loved you and left you for dead
You got to hold on to your time til you break
Through these times of trouble
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so high in the frequencies he's her chemical scream
but she has to breathe tonight
and can't remember the last time smiling
and so she swings to the snow on the radio
saying over and over and over
'cause it's their world outside
that they could set on fire
she wants to jump off cliffs
while holding on to you
and here we are, you're lovesick
you're lovesick
yeah, just quit it
Mirror, mirror I confess
I can't escape this emptiness
No more reason to pretend
Here comes that same old feeling again
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Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort,
Suffocation no breathing
Don't give a F if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die pleading
Would it be wrong, would it be right
If I took my life tonight,
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
and I'm contemplating suicide
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Reason: spelling mistake.
and if you're still breathing
then you're the lucky ones
cause most of us are heaving through corrupted lungs
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
My God I feel so small
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just let myself out.
This facade that I'm stuck with
has got me wondering
Just tell me how you want me
and I'll be naked stumbling
just to get a reaction, any signs of love
"From seeing the worst to loving the strongest; People grow over time."
Hanging from the ceiling
Lies a mobile,
Spinning round with mixed feelings
Crazy and wild,
Sometimes, I wanna scream out loud....
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels well almost
no one to blame always the same
open my eyes wake up in flames
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize
It took you to make me realize?
It took you to make me see the light!
Smashed up my sanity
Smashed up my integrity
Smashed up what i believed in
Smashed up what's left of me
Smashed up my everything
Smashed up all that was true
Gonna smash myself to pieces
I don't know what else to do
Covered in hope and vaseline
still cannot fix this broken machine
watching the hole it used to be mine
just watching it burn in my steady systematic decline
of the trust i will betray
give it to me i throw it away
after everything i've done i hate myself for what i've become
You can tell
From the scars on my arms
And the cracks on my hips
And the dents in my car
And the blisters on my lips
That I'm not the carefullest of girls
You can tell
From the glass on the floor
And the strings that're breaking
And I keep on breaking more
And it looks like I am shaking
But it's just the temperature
And then again
If it were any colder I could disengage
If I were any older I could act my age
But I don't think that you'd believe me
It's not the way I'm meant to be
It's just the way the operation made me
And you can tell
From the state of my room
That they let me out too soon
And the pills that I ate
Came a couple years too late
And I've got some issues to work through
There I go again
Pretending to be you
Make-believing
That I have a soul beneath the surface
Trying to convince you
It was accidentally on purpose
I am not so serious
This passion is a plagiarism
I might join your century
But only on a rare occasion
I was taken out
Before the labor pains set in and now
Behold the world's worst accident
I am the girl anachronism
And you can tell
By the red in my eyes
And the bruises on my thighs
And the knots in my hair
And the bathtub full of flies
That I'm not right now at all
There I go again
Pretending that I'll fall
Don't call the doctors
Cause they've seen it all before
They'll say just let her crash and burn, she'll learn
The attention just encourages her
And you can tell
From the full-body cast
That you're sorry that you asked
Though you did everything you could
(like any decent person would)
But I might be catching so don't touch
You'll start believing you're immune to gravity and stuff
Don't get me wet
Because the bandages will all come off
And you can tell
From the smoke at the stake
That the current state is critical
Well it is the little things, for instance...
In the time it takes to break it she can make up ten excuses...
Please excuse her for the day, it's just the way the medication makes her...
I don't necessarily believe there is a cure for this
So I might join your century but only as a doubtful guest
I was too precarious removed as a caesarian
Behold the worlds worst accident
I am the girl anachronism
From the reign I've built
Of shame and guilt
I go back and take a look
At myself and what
I have done so far
At the bridge she's
Dying waiting 'til light
No choice to go
Backward, it was
Okay, shatter us
You're too cold to swing by
Going down I walk my way to hell
Into the obscurity
Obliterating you in every way
With my life's insanity
Battered up again
I'm going all insane
Curled up on the floor
Wonder ways to kill the pain and
What doesn't kill you
Only makes you pissed off
Sweep back to kill
The Pain, make it go away
So long to pack your shot at me
'Cause when you punch me, I bleed
Going down I walk, my way to hell
Into the obscurity
Obliterating you in every way
With my life's insanity
[Solo]
No choice to go
Backwards, it was
Okay, shatter us
You're too cold to swing by
Going down I walk my way to hell
Into the obscurity
Obliterating you in every way
With my life's insanity
It's hard to belive that it came to this
you paralysed my body with a poison kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained to your bed
you thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Livin' in a world without you
You told me, my darling
Without me, you're nothing
You tought me, to look in your eyes
And fed me your sweet lies.
Suddenly someone was there in the window
Looking outside at a sky that had never been blue
Ah ah ah ah, there's a world without you
I see the light, Livin' in a world without you
Ah ah ah ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive, Livin' in a world without you
It's hard to belive that it came to this
You paralysed my body with a poison kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained yo your bed
you thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Livin' in a world without you
You put me together
Then trashed me for pleasure
You used me again and again
Abused me, confused me
Suddenly naked I run through your garden
Right through the gates of the past and I'm finally free
Ah ah ah ah, there's a world without you
I see the light, Livin' in a world without you
Ah ah ah ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive, Livin' in a world without you
It's hard to belive that it came to this
You paralysed my body with a poison kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained yo your bed
you thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Livin' in a world without you
It's hard to belive that it came to this
You paralysed my body with a poison kiss
For 40 days and nights I was chained yo your bed
you thought that was the end of the story
Something inside me called freedom came alive
Livin' in a world without you
Ah ah ah ah, there's a world without you
I see the light, Livin' in a world without you
Ah ah ah ah, there is hope to guide me
I will survive, Livin' in a world without you
Livin' in a world without you
Livin' in a world without you
Livin' in a world without you
Livin' in a world without you
~*DoNt LeT ThE ShAdOwS ReAcH Me*~
~*The Only Time You Will See Success Before Work Is in The Dictionary*~
I've got an inferiority complex. But it's not a very good one.
☆★ I am not ashamed to admit that I cried like a baby when L closed his eyes for the last time.
RIP Ryuzaki. <3 ★☆
'Do you feel like a man,
When you push her around?
Do you feel better now,
As she falls to the ground...'
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Carry on, with the guise of a ship in a storm You're a wolf and your losing the ground your on But hey hey, I've got things to say I've lost control of life I don’t know how many times I’ve tried To undo the knot you've tied My face is red, and people change I’ve changed for good this time
I just can't handle this, I'm just so scared of it
A challenge fit for a man when I'm just a kid
I’m all torn at the seems, just like you said I'd be
If this is love, then I don't want a part of it
Carry on (Carry on)
Carry on Carry on, Carry on
Carry on (Carry on)
Carry on Carry on, Carry on
-Bayside - Carry On -
Kits (tatty kitty) is my Evanescence loving sis!
I've woken now to find myself In the shadows of all I have created... Won't you take me away from me
Lovers turn into monsters at the loss of all affection
Almost like it was the affection that kept them from being monsters And I could have used some warning
I was on that porch all morning Smoking cigarettes and sinking deeper into doubt
Could it be I am mistaken, have I stolen somebody’s baby?
Is it possible for two people to need the same thing?
It's just the lines, they get so blurry
Between what is once, and now required
And I don't know on which side his heart falls But I know where mine is buried
And it's so far from any wanting Yeah, it needs this to keep beating
It won't go on without it
If I'm still weighed down with subtleties
Then I'll just come right out and say
That I think that I deserve her
More than anyone deserves anything
Maybe I am selfish, but there is no way to share this
There’s not enough to go around, I don’t care who else gets hurt
But I’m still sick with empathy because I was stood in his place
I spent a year quietly dying while he let go and ignored her
And I’m sure that there are reasons for everything that happens
And absence leads to adoration, yeah it’s nobody’s fault
But now there is no way to change this
So I just photographed and framed it
And it’s hanging in a hallway
That we have no right to walk back down
But I hope that he feels better but I’m sick of all the drama
I can’t stand to see her crying, I just want this **** to end And I want a place to hang out where record players play out
And there’s a thousand movies rented for a thousand nights with her
Nobody likes you.
Everyone left you.
Theyre all out without you.
Having fun....
There are times to stay put, and what you want will come to you.
But there are times to go out into the world and find such a thing for yourself.
I aint no abacus but you can count on me.
Can you hear me? Does anyone around me
Feel the way that I feel now?
Cause from the window where I sometimes cry
I just want to see Your face tonight
And I'm willing to lose everything I am
Cause I need you more than ever
I need Your help to find where I've been going wrong so far
Take me under Your wing tonight
Make me so perfect in Your eyes
Hold on cause it will be alright
You're not alone.
When You're near me, I feel like I just found me
In the traces of the boy from yesterday
But in a world that is so black and white
I will take the steps to change my life
And I won't be coming back to here again
I need Your loving hand to guide me
Through the maze of all the things inside me
Then I'll know that I'm alright
Cause I need You more than ever
I need Your help to find where I've been going wrong so far
Take me under Your wing tonight
Make me so perfect in Your eyes
Hold on cause it will be alright
You're not alone
Please help me get from worse to better
Before these tears soak through this lonely sweater
And let me know that I'm alright
I still have one strike of this match left
And I'm holding on to my last breath
And its getting a little dark around to see here
Take me under Your wing tonight
Make me so perfect in your eyes
Hold on cause it will be alright
You're not alone
Take me under Your wing tonight
Make me so perfect in your eyes
Hold on it will be alright
You're not alone
And You'll be here forever, forever You'll stay
And You promised to love me, You'll love me always
You'll love me for always, You'll love me for always
Always
I really wish that this would happen!!! i want to be perfect soooo bad and i just can't seem to find it!! does anyone know where to find this so called "perfect"?
And shepherds we shall be, for thee my Lord for thee, Power hath descended forth from thy hand, that our feet may swiftly carry out thy command, we shall flow a river forth to thee, and teeming with souls shall it ever be. In nomine patris, et filii, et spiritus sancti.
❤
