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Old 06-07-2018, 10:30 PM   #8461
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Fourteen, cleaning crimson from carpets of cream
Before that it’s seen
School tie tied too tight
I’m afraid it’s frayed and has dropped my weight

Cough, choke, press your hands on your throat
You broke your nose when your noose broke loose
How quickly caught that I have been
Within the life I’ve failed to leave

Tragic how common this want to rot
Could it be symptomatic of an ancient mechanic?
People evolved for a vastly different time
Before we tamed our thoughts with an inquisitive mind

Move on I’m no good
What do I contribute
Cut the fat from your backs
Where do I exactly fit?
Does the group benefit if I quit
And cease to exist?


Solicit illness from excess
Mental wellness and health
The antithesis of success
In praise of idleness

The true altruists gift
To split the wrist
Self sacrifice
A common drive, it is rife
With science, sustenance is sustained in abundance
How do I feel a pride? I’m still alive



When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?

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Old 12-07-2018, 10:40 PM   #8462
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I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control



We are not our failures...


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Old 08-08-2018, 05:44 AM   #8463
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Hold, hold on,
Hold onto me.
'Cause I'm a little unsteady.
A little unsteady.

I know you're trying
To fight
When you feel like flyin'



Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
"But it's the truth even if it didn't happen."


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Old 13-08-2018, 03:45 AM   #8464
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I want it all
I'll watch the bridges all burn
And I'll be your dog
I'd be a darling for you
Or anyone who wants me at all
Does anybody want me at all?

'Cause I'd sell my soul
To be America's pool boy
The crown centerfold
My few good years left, a tribute
To anyone who wants me at all
Does anybody want me at all?
Oh, do you want me at all?

Do you want me at all?
Do you want me at all?

Aw, do you want me at all?

I've got it all
I feel the love in suspension
And nearer my god
At hallowed ground, holding hands
Ashing cigarettes on gravestones
Pin photographs on cork boards
Unfollowing my dead friends
Someone's gonna love me

Oh, do you want me?
Do you want me at all?

Do you want me at all?



When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?

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Old 14-08-2018, 03:25 AM   #8465
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i heard this song on the radio and its been stuck in my head


Every time that you get undressed
I hear symphonies in my head
I wrote this song just looking at you oh, oh
Yet the drums they swing low
And the trumpets they go
And the trumpets they go
Yeah the trumpets they go
Da da, da ra ra da, da, da
Da, ra, ra, ra, da, da
Da da, da ra ra da, da, da
Da, ra, ra, ra, da, da
They go
Is it weird that I hear
Violins whenever you’re gone
Whenever you’re gone
Is it weird that your ass
Remind me of a Kanye West song?
Kanye West song
Is it weird that I hear
Trumpets when you’re turning me on?
Turning me on
Is it weird that your bra
Remind me of a Katy Perry song?
Every time that you get undressed
I hear symphonies in my head
I wrote this song just looking at you ooh, oh
Yeah the drums they swing low
And the trumpets they go (and they playing for you girl)
And the trumpets they go (ha, yeah)
Yeah the trumpets they go
Yeah the trumpets they go (go, go go, go go, go, go go)
And they go
Is it weird that I hear
Angels every time that you moan?
Time that you moan
Is it weird that your eyes
Remind me of a Coldplay song?
Coldplay song
Is it weird that I hear
Trumpets when you’re turning me on?
Turning me on
Is it weird that your bra
Remind me of a Katy Perry song?
Every time that you get undressed
I hear symphonies in my head
I wrote this song just looking at you oh
Oh yeah
Every time (every time) that you get undressed (every time that you get undressed)
I hear symphonies in my head (I hear symphonies in my head)
I wrote this song (I wrote this song) just looking at you oh, oh (just looking at you girl)
Yeah the drums they swing low
And the trumpets they go (ha, acapella on them)
They go (ha, yeah)
Come on, come on, come on, they go



You have to feel pain to know happiness.
You have to fall to get up.
You have to Hope so you can dream!
You have to look at the rough times and see how far you have come!

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Old 23-08-2018, 05:31 AM   #8466
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My brother's blood boils in my arms
It balls my fingers into fists
It bubbles, blisters, burns my palms
It floods with fury, fights and fits
It's got the good guy in me hiding
It kicks my humble heart around
It's got me fiending for the fire
That could finish off this town

It's got me good

My brother's blood on a cherry tree
It stains the bark from branch to root
It puddles thick with pits and leaves
It strains the sweetness from the fruit
It's got me looking for communion
A hiding spot off underground
An open plot I could climb into
A lightning promise in my mouth

A blackout oath I swore and meant
But couldn't conjure up again
I don't know one thing about my brother's blood

My brother's blood
In my dirty lungs
In my crooked mouth
On my swollen tongue
On my father's gun
On each stranger's face
Across the bluebird sky
On every hand I shake
Night after night
With each chuckled prayer
Such sweet relief
Fists full of hair
And each desperate drive
For elusive peace
with every endless night
And each wasted week

All that dialogue
Doubling back at me
All that tangled talk
All that growling need
My brother's back
My father's arms
Every twisted fact
In my sorry heart

My sorry heart
My sorry heart

I spit and scream "what's done is done
Go make your peace with everyone"
They don't need to know about my brother's blood
No, they don't need to know about my brother's blood.



When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?

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Old 30-08-2018, 11:30 PM   #8467
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No one will tell you about the limit,
They put on how long you can grieve.
No one will warn you when you're winning,
How heavy a loss, love can be.
They do not tell you about the friendships,
You'll lose once the lights are dimmed down.
How humble you'll feel about your past bliss,
Once the tables have turned 'round.

Nothing can shield you from the silence,
Nights spent on his side of the bed.
Praying for help to please stop crying.
My life just got turned on its head.
They fail to explain how complex love is.
Like why I mostly miss him as a friend.
Or how big of a blow it was for my ego,
That she might be better for him.

But I wanna tell you I got through,
The hardest of times on my own.
I made some mistakes,
I made a few,
But I learned that I am strong.
And just because it hurts,
Doesn't mean it isn't worth it.
And even if it stings,
It's just a temporary thing.
And no one said that changing,
Won't cost you love,
Won't make you cry.
But it will all make sense.
When the growing pains subside.



Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
"But it's the truth even if it didn't happen."


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Old 02-09-2018, 12:46 AM   #8468
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Can anybody hear me?
Or am I talking to myself?
My mind is running empty
In this search for someone else
Who doesn't look right through me
It's all just static in my head
Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down (come down)?
'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round (and round)
Can I please come down?

I'm deafened by the silence
Is it something that I've done?
I know that there are millions
I can't be the only one
Who's so disconnected
It's so different in my head

Can anybody tell me why
I'm lonely like a satellite?

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
Can I please come down (come down)?
'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round (and round)
Can I please come down?

Now I lie awake and scream
In a zero gravity
And it's starting to weigh down on me
Let's abort this mission now
Can I please come down?

So tonight I'm calling all astronauts
All the lonely people that the world forgot
If you hear my voice come pick me up
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

And tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
And I lost all signal when I lifted up
Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot

'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
Sending SOS from this tiny box
To the lonely people that the world forgot
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

Can I please come down?
(please, please, please)
'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round
(I'm tired of drifting round)
Can I please come down?
(please, please, please)
Can I please come down?
Can I please come down?





♪"'Cause I'm about to break down,
I'm searchin' for a way out,
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster"♪



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Old 02-09-2018, 01:01 AM   #8469
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So tonight I'm calling all astronauts
All the lonely people that the world forgot
If you hear my voice come pick me up
Are you out there?
'Cause you're all I've got!

Oh... yes this. =(

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Old 04-09-2018, 12:58 AM   #8470
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I thought I was meant for something more than where I reside
In the space between the cracks along the floor
And I couldn’t know what i’d become buried deep inside
In a place that I’ve never been before

I’m losing whatever made me breathe
Whatever made me feel alive
And I’m losing whatever made me dream
Of anything but fear in my heart
And I’m losing me

In a hole far too deep to let go
I am growing my last hope
Down so low, you can’t know what it’s like
To not know what you want anymore
I’ve found a home in rain and loam
An escape from the flowers we’ve grown on
And I’ll explode far before we could know
What it’s like to not want anymore

I’m losing whatever made me breathe
Whatever made me feel alive
And I’m losing whatever made me dream
Of anything but fear in my heart
And I’m losing whatever I believed
Would carry me along in the dark
And I’m losing me

Down this low you can’t know what it’s like
To not know what you want anymore



When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?

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Old 05-09-2018, 01:25 AM   #8471
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I sit back and think about the life I've had
So much to change, but I can't go back
What happened to that kid who used to play in the street?
I think about that kid, he looked just like me
Had a smile, had a home, never grew old
When we grow up, do we have to grow cold?
Spent his whole life looking for salvation
Never realized nobody could save him
So all these words, for what they're worth
I know it's hard, I know it hurts
And we laugh at the past 'cause that's how we learn
Welcome to the world, now let's watch it burn





♪"'Cause I'm about to break down,
I'm searchin' for a way out,
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster"♪



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Old 05-09-2018, 03:09 AM   #8472
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The sun is going down now
And it's been okay
You tell me all these things you did
While I was away

And this worries me somewhat...
But you say you're fine...



If I only could
make a deal with God.




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Old 07-09-2018, 02:57 PM   #8473
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Well you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous

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Old 09-09-2018, 10:23 PM   #8474
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It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am

'Cause now again I found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun again
Away from the sun again

I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know

'Cause now again I found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down away from the sun again

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Old 10-09-2018, 02:44 AM   #8475
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I know you've got the best intentions,
Just trying to find the right words to say.
I promise I've already learned my lesson,
But right now, I wanna be not okay.
I'm so tired, sitting here waiting,
If I hear one more "Just be patient,"
It's always gonna stay the same.

Can't stop these feet from sinking,
And it's starting to show on me.
You're staring while I'm blinking,
But just don't tell me what you see.
I'm so over all this bad luck.
Hearing one more "Keep your head up,"
Is it ever gonna change?

Don't look at me like that,
Just like you understand.
Don't try to pull me back.

Let me just give up.
Let me just let go.
If this isn't good for me, well, I don't wanna know.
Let me just stop trying.
Let me just stop fighting.
I don't want your good advice or reasons why I'm alright.
You don't know what it's like.
You don't know what it's like.



Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
"But it's the truth even if it didn't happen."


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Old 12-09-2018, 04:51 AM   #8476
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It's like I'm lost.
It's like I'm giving up slowly.
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me.
Leave me alone.
And I know these voices in my head are mine alone.
And I know I'll never change my ways,
If I don't give you up now.

It's like I can't breathe.
It's like I can't see anything, nothing but you.
I'm addicted to you.
It's like I can't think without you interrupting me.
In my thoughts, in my dreams, you've taken over me.

I'm hooked on you,
I need a fix, I can't take it.
Just one more hit, I promise I can deal with it.
I'll handle it, quit it,
Just one more time, then that's it.
Just a little bit more to get me through this.



Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
"But it's the truth even if it didn't happen."


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Old 12-09-2018, 12:46 PM   #8477
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I, I can't get these memories out of my mind,
And some kind of madness has started to evolve.
And I, I tried so hard to let you go,
But some kind of madness is swallowing me whole, yeah


I have finally seen the light,
And I have finally realized
What you mean.


And now I need to know is this real love,
Or is it just madness keeping us afloat?

And when I look back at all the crazy fights we had,
Like some kind of madness was taking control, yeah

And now I have finally seen the light,
And I have finally realized
What you need.

(...)
I have finally realized (realized)
I need your love
I need your love.


Come to me
Just in a dream.
Come on and rescue me.
Yes I know, I can't be wrong,
And maybe you're too headstrong.
Our love is
Madness.



If I only could
make a deal with God.




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Old 15-09-2018, 10:51 PM   #8478
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I’m in love

Are the 3 words I hope to hear next year
Another place another time another twinkle in eyes caught between awkward glances
In crowded social scenes, another breeding ground for apathy
To tire me into indifference

Now that I’m numb
To places I had run from
Know when you’re wrong
It’s cause you’re fallible, just like everyone

Just stuck between a lampshade and the drunk
Sentenced to an evening as the party entertainment’s prop
Oh but it’s only you that I am thinking of
Please return to me, cause it’s so…

So hard to take that I might break
I’m discovering that there’s so much to consider worthwhile
But most of all I’ve learned to hate that I’m still stuck on you

If time has taught us this much
It’s that honesty is the cornerstone of trust
Well to tell the truth I’m tired of watching clocks
Waiting for endings of evenings that never seem to stop. Enough

In short I’ve come
Back to the places I had run from
You saw it all
Fall to pieces, now it’s so...

So hard to take that I might break
I’m discovering that there’s so much to consider worthwhile
But most of all I’ve learned to hate that I’m still stuck on you



When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?

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Old 19-09-2018, 01:58 PM   #8479
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I was sitting on my doorstep
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand
But I knew I had to do it
And he wouldn't understand

So hard to see myself without him
I felt a piece of my heart break
But when you're standing at a crossroad
There's a choice you gotta make

I guess it's gonna have to hurt
I guess I'm gonna have to cry
And let go of some things I've loved
To get to the other side

I guess it's gonna break me down
Like fallin' when I'm try to fly
It's sad but sometimes
Moving on with the rest of your life
Starts with goodbye

I know there's a blue horizon
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me
Getting there means leaving things behind
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet

I guess it's gonna have to hurt
I guess I'm gonna have to cry
And let go of some things I've loved
To get to the other side

I guess it's gonna break me down
Like fallin' when I'm try to fly
It's sad but sometimes
Moving on with the rest of your life
Starts with goodbye

Time heals the wounds that you feel
Somehow, right now

I guess it's gonna have to hurt
I guess I'm gonna have to cry
And let go of some things I've loved
To get to the other side

I guess it's gonna break me down
Like fallin' when I'm try to fly
It's sad but sometimes
Moving on with the rest of your life
Starts with goodbye

I guess I'm gonna have to cry
And let go of some things I've loved
To get to the other side

Start with goodbye
Like fallin' when you try to fly
It's sad but sometimes
Moving on with the rest of your life
Starts with goodbye

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Old 21-09-2018, 07:45 PM   #8480
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Warrior
Demi Lovato
This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a pro
All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised
Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
That I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you know
'Cause all the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I'm not broken or bruised
'Cause now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me
There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast
All it took was once, I'll never be the same
Now I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
'Cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway
Now I'm a warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
No oh yeah yeah
You can never hurt me again




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