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Old 28-11-2017, 08:49 PM   #8441
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"Every time I'm drinking, try to stop my thinking
About the things I've said and done.
Stop the world from turning faster
Than I'm learning not to just hide and run.
You won't understand, with your head in the sand...
No, you won't..."

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Old 14-12-2017, 12:41 AM   #8442
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Don't you wait for me
Things aren't meant to be
When you don't feel the air
You can't feel it
My dear you're so worn down
I can hear it in your voice
I can see it in your veins
Pumping poison through your heart
You can't feel it anymore
Or anything at all
Stop your breathing
Start believing
I will always wait for you
Through everything you've been through
When you can't feel the air
You can't feel it
My dear you're so worn down
I can hear it in your voice
I can see it in your veins
I can see, I can see, I can see, I can see
I can see it, I can feel it (no more)



When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?

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Old 15-12-2017, 11:58 PM   #8443
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I just don't know what to do with myself...



'cause this body doesn't feel like home...


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Old 16-12-2017, 11:37 AM   #8444
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Your heart is like a fortress
You keep your feelings locked away
Is it easier?
Does it make you feel safe?

You wander through the darkness
Of wilderness behind your eyes
I know you're afraid
But you gotta move on

Every fortress falls
It is not the end
It ain't if you fall
But how you rise that says who you really are

So get up and come through
If ever your fortress caves
You're always safe.

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Old 17-12-2017, 11:38 PM   #8445
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Love feels far away
The lack of motivation keeps the soul from bettering its own life
Now reach the next level with a bottle and a blade
Retreating it is no way

Suffocation and the fear of living setting in so let go..



'cause this body doesn't feel like home...


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Old 24-12-2017, 02:37 AM   #8446
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Who knows how long, I've been lost in the dark
Followed closely by the footsteps of my failures
What can I do, to alter my perception
Of the way and the truth?

Let this burden drift away

Who knows how long, the void has swallowed me
I only wish for nothing more than peace to find me
How can this be? We've come so far
To let the weight destroy our grand design

Let this burden drift away
My pledge remains faithful to you

And my heart still beats your name

Drowning once again
Will I live another day
To reach the surface
Let this burden drift away

Drowning once again
Will I live another day
To reach the surface
Let this burden drift away



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Old 29-12-2017, 01:19 PM   #8447
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Can't keep my mind off of every little wrong
I see the mouths are open but I can't hear the song
I've done my best to fill 'em, but the cracks are starting to spread
Hey, I won't blame you baby, go on, turn your head

But don't give up on me, 'cause I'm just in a rut
I'm climbing but the walls keep stacking up

I can't keep pretending this next stop isn't mine
The truth is on the table, and someone's gotta sign
I've done my best defending, but the punches are starting to land
I'm sliding into something you won't understand

Don't give up on me, 'cause I'm just in a rut
I'm climbing but the walls keep stacking up...

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Old 30-12-2017, 11:23 PM   #8448
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Not really how I'm feeling but it's stuck in my head (thanks to Ultron...!) and I'm hoping it'll rub off:

"I've got no strings to hold me down
To make me fret, or make me frown
I had strings, but now I'm free
There are no strings on me

Hi-ho the merry-o
That's the only way to be
I want the world to know
Nothing ever worries me

I've got no strings so I have fun
I'm not tied up to anyone
They've got strings, but you can see
There are no strings on me"

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Old 05-01-2018, 04:19 AM   #8449
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Will you be faking it when the businesses fail, and your money is revealed for what it is?
Will you be faking it when it's safer to joke, and the laughter's seen on screens in silence?
Will you be faking it when we're tied to the tracks, denying that there's rope around our wrists?
Will you be faking it when they're rounding us up, and your sources all assure it's just a test?

Tell yourself again, “Nothing is wrong with this place.”
Never say it when we're standing face to face

You will be faking it when the businesses fail and your money is revealed as meaningless
You will be faking it when it's safer to joke, and the laughter's shared on threads in silence
You will be faking it when we're tied to the tracks, denying that the ropes even exist
You will be faking it when they're rounding us up, and every coward's advocating it

Tell yourself again, “Nothing is wrong with this place.”
Never say it when we're standing face to face
Faker, if there is a hell, you've done what you need to do
If there is a hell, it's ready and waiting for you


So are we awake yet?
Has it been working?
Can we go home sometime today?
Where do the spirits fade in our weakest dreams, when belief crumbles away?

Where do the fires start in the city streets, when the whole flag burns away?
The blossom withers of true emotion and heartfelt honesty
I never dreamed you wouldn’t keep your word, but that's a truth that you can hide
Six-weeks gone in hyperbolic sleep, we feel our blood pumping weak



When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?

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Old 09-01-2018, 10:26 PM   #8450
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It's been everything
Not to get a scrape
On my knee on my elbow on my face
Where I go to hurt
And slow down in every way
Speed up the grip on time
And everything looks bad
It's just a time to start

I'll make everything look like it's happy
I'll make everything look like it's rad
I'll make everything, I'll make everything

A story of love
A story of love (finally, finally)
A warning, a hug (finally, finally)
Slip and tell 'em (finally, finally)
A story of love



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Old 10-01-2018, 05:58 AM   #8451
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Anastacia?

Love that song.
Yes, I also love that song.



I'm not always like this
It's something I've become
A terrible weakness
In my nature, in my blood

Save me, oh save me, save me from myself
Before I hurt somebody else again

Domino motion jump starts when we touch
The blackout approaching
Here it comes now, wish me luck

It's all over, it's all over, it's all over in a flash
I can't remember
What have I done now?

Go, go faster, wider
More, more get it down ya
Dance, dance take me over
Glittering cloud
Go, go faster, wider
More, more get it down ya
Dance, dance take me over
Glittering cloud (Glittering cloud)

Oh, my head hurts
Oh dear, oh dear

It's all over the papers
On the TV, wagging tongues
The artist's impression looks just like me
Only... better
Don't blame me, don't maim me, I can't help what I am
Oh, Lord knows I've tried to

Go, go faster, wider
More, more get it down ya
Dance, dance take me over
Glittering cloud

Go, go faster, wider
More, more get it down ya
Dance, dance take me over
Glittering cloud

Go, go faster, wider
More, more get it down ya
Dance, dance take me over
Glittering cloud

Go, go faster, wider
More, more get it down ya
Dance, dance take me over
Glittering cloud

Glittering cloud

Glittering cloud
Go more, dance



'Never forget what you are. The rest of the world will not. Wear it like armor, and it can never be used to hurt you.'

['There is only one thing we say to death. Not today'.']

'We are each our own devil, and we make this world our hell.’ – Oscar Wilde
‘It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.’ Sydney Carter


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Old 13-01-2018, 06:07 PM   #8452
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My bloodhound baying at your door
The wild grass overlapping your front porch
The sound of scratching claws trimmed short
Keeps you buttoned up on the floor
And you're reduced to howls
And I'm not there to drown them out
Swallowing up the room
Letting yourself down

Darling I'll be fine
The hiccups my mouth emits
I've left behind my calluses
This solicitude I won't forgive
I'll be whatever you like
All of this inside my head
I'll be whatever you like
Your seafaring love to the shore

When the tide came in there was nothing left
But an albatross hanging from my neck
And just as you could not contain the sea
You could not contain me



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Old 26-01-2018, 11:01 PM   #8453
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Me and my friends
We don't encourage discipline
Or really much of anything
We do our drugs 'til we're lit up
Tell ourselves that this is love
But it's never added up
And it will never be enough


It's the same corner booth
The same Smith street bar
The same sour mouths
And the same empty arms
Forever and ever our lives
On a loop

It's the same dollar draft
The same whiskey words
The same hanging heart
And the same old scorched earth
We're further and further
Away from the truth

I wanna stop it
I wanna stop it
I wanna stop it
But it's the only life I know how to live


We make a mess of what matters
Give our good grace away
We try to drink the clock backwards
And pretend like nothing's changed

But you think I'm a liar, and you think I'm a fake
And I think you're a coward, but it's not what I say
I call you my brother, and you call me the same

I wanna stop it
I wanna stop it
I wanna stop it
But it's the only life I know how to live

I wanna stop it
I wanna stop it
I wanna stop it...

Let the smear words spill out of the sides of our mouth;
Go be my ghost and I'll go be yours
But tonight brother, pour me one more
Oh tonight brother pour me one more
Yeah tonight I'll just cut you one more
Yeah tonight I'll just cut you one more
One more...



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Old 23-02-2018, 07:33 PM   #8454
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Why the **** do I keep feeling like I lost my ****?
It's like I should just give up because I'm not legit
It's like I got a chain wallet and some frosted tips
Sometimes I wanna grab a ****ing gun and swallow it
It's like pulling teeth for me to give a compliment
That's why I walk into your circle and I talk some ****
I'm sure you tell all of your friends that I'm a monster prick
Man, I wish that guy would take a hike and chomp a dick
And I can't stop any of these evil thoughts
And I never thought I would ever be so lost
Make these bad thoughts go away, they need to stop
And if I keep sobbing like a bitch, I'll need a mop
It's like my mind's a broken record, make it go away
And I keep telling myself that I'll be okay
But something negative is all I ever seem to think
So I guess I'll just get down on my knees and pray

Well, I know I should be moving on
But I feel like I'm already gone
Now if somebody'd only save me from
This broken record that's playing in my heart



'cause this body doesn't feel like home...


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Old 28-03-2018, 09:49 PM   #8455
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Bones, sinking like stones
All that we fought for
Homes, places we’ve grown
All of us are done for

We live in a beautiful world
Yeah we do, yeah we do
We live in a beautiful world

Bones, sinking like stones
All that we fought for
Homes, places we’ve grown
All of us are done for

We live in a beautiful world
Yeah we do, yeah we do
We live in a beautiful world

We live in a beautiful world
Yeah we do, yeah we do
We live in a beautiful world

Oh, all that I know
There's nothing here to run from
Cause yeah, everybody here's got somebody to lean on


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Old 06-04-2018, 11:56 PM   #8456
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Thought I'd be happy, it feels like I'm cursed
It's hard to be clean when you play in the dirt
You gave me this place to go when I'm hurtin'
I thought it'd get better, but it's getting worse
And I got nobody to blame when I work
Like 24/7, I ain't been to church
And Satan keep callin' me, he tryna flirt
I hang up the phone, these are more than just words
I drive on that highway and listen to Mansion
I look up to God like, "When did this happen?"
Yellin' with all of my fans to wake up
But feel like I haven't
I get emotional, I didn't plan this
I'm doing things I never imagined
I'm sorry, but I gotta leave
I don't wanna be late for my therapy session



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Old 30-05-2018, 02:30 AM   #8457
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If I'm on my knees
I'm begging now
If I'm on my knees
Groping in the dark
I'd be praying for deliverance
From the night into the day
But it's all gray here
It's all gray to me

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Old 02-06-2018, 01:43 PM   #8458
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The deck is stacked against you
Life's a losing hand
Even when you think you're up
You're right back down again
Either way you play it
The house is gonna win

It's hard being little
It's hard being small
Make it up that mountain
You're gonna stand up big and tall
Well the trouble with the mountain
There's a million ways to fall

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Old 03-06-2018, 03:43 AM   #8459
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Oh, my eyes are seein’ red
Double vision from the blood we’ve shed
The only way I’m leavin’ is dead
That’s the state of my, state of my, state of my head

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Old 29-06-2018, 01:39 AM   #8460
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How I died by the living man?
Time passed and so did I
A frog in the throat
The feelings of the sleeves in an ill-fitting coat:
I am nothing of note

I’m just fine
Most the time
I’ll get by

Thoughts never teethed
By the unconceived
How bleak
Sleep so unsound in this self-imposed cell
Oh well
Decorate floors with fabric
Dug too deep to break a habit
Buried in a burrow on borrowed time
This hole on the whole is mine

I’m just fine
Most the time
I’ll get by
I’ll survive

I’ve been losing the taste for living
Biting my tongue
Now it’s bleeding
Biding my time
Just to give in
Laying awake for days
Changing the sheets on my grave
Re-pointing the paths I’ve paved
Re-living mistakes I've made



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