Still in hospital. The only update is that it's gonna be another 5 weeks before I can start bearing weight on my feet. I've been bed bound for 5 weeks. Crying hysterically everyday, I'm hoping today because I saw my dad for the first time in months, will be the start of positivity.
okay what the hell? you definitely need and deserve mental health support. is there anyone you can talk to who can advocate for you to get that? i am not blaming you, if not obvious. just. that isn't okay for them to do to you at all.
Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
i agree with auror they should not be able to just put you in the back of their mind like that!!! they should be taking care of all you (the physical stuff and the mental stuff!!) thats their job!!!!! (im not mad at you ok? im mad at the nurses and whole the hospital mental health team who are supose to take care of you!!!!)
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just another floating iceberg in this ocean we call life...….
Am I a failure from birth
Is misery what I deserve
Am I just so void of love
That I'm never good, never good enough
~citizen soldier-never good enough
I know it's so frustrating, but I know my CPN will be on top of it next week so I'm not stressing that much. All the nurses who look after me think it's ridiculous that I have no mental health support after an attempt.
That is fucking ridiculous I don't understand why mental health services are so widely reluctant to do their goddamn job ffs. This is potentially not the place for my ranting so I shall stop :P
How are you feeling mentalz-wise?
We may not see eye to eye, but we can respect each other's opinions and find the truth in them.
Perhaps in those honest conversations, instead of demonising each other,
we might see each other as imperfect humans, doing our best. ~ Jodi Picoult
Lorraine (Sketchy) says she's thinking of you and wishing you all the best. She often asks about people on ryl.
Wannabe CPN : -)
"He who is tired of Weird Al is tired of life." - Homer Simpson "I hear those voices that will not be drowned" Sanity is a nasty disease. The world would be a happier place without it. - Rilic
RIP Kat 4th July 1987- 11th June 2013
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