Who'd have thought I'd end up back here. It's like coming full circle. A big ass shitty 360.
Im drunk. But I've had the best time. And still the background chatter of ending it all is so loud. Feels like no matter what you do its always there. It's been years. So many years. When does it stop?
I'm so sorry that you didn't get any responses to this post sooner.
How are you getting on now? Do you want to talk more about what you're struggling with?
We may not see eye to eye, but we can respect each other's opinions and find the truth in them.
Perhaps in those honest conversations, instead of demonising each other,
we might see each other as imperfect humans, doing our best. ~ Jodi Picoult