Hey Ali
You can always message me if you don't feel like talking here
But please post if you're not feeling so great.
I care about you a lot and I'm sure other people here do too <3
I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!
I made a disclosure of abuse today. I don’t really know what else to say, other than I repressed it for years, one of my therapists unlocked it all and my head has fucking exploded.
I have to run to work but at least wanted to quickly respond and say that does sound really, really scary and hard. Can the therapist human help figure out how to cope with finding out about it? Offer to email or PM is a standing offer if you want or need. No pressure, just know that we care and are here.
Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.
That's a really brave and hard thing to do. But I want to say a big well done and, although your head is going into overdrive about it right now and it all feels awful, you can now start dealing with it and learning how to move forward. And it sounds like you've got many people to help you as well, don't forget that. You can do it.
I don’t know what the fuck is going on, or whats happening. Keep having to phone crisis team (3 times in the last 3 days) and I haven’t slept for 8 days. I feel so lost.
Yeah, they gave me some zopiclone, told me to tell the GP to put it up to 7.5mg tomorrow if I don’t sleep normally tonight and focus on what keeps me safe. Its hard. Seeing my brother on Sunday though, so looking forward to that.
I’m really worried about something, but I think I’ll go to sleep before posting about it. I’m sure that has something to do with how I feel.
Last edited by The Worst Witch : 14-06-2021 at 05:09 PM.
I need to start sorting out the shit that has it the fan today. First of all, going into college and making sure everything is definitely finished for the progression board next week.
I can’t believe this happened 2 weeks before the end of my course, such bad timing.
Things like this don't really have a 'good' time to come up but I understand about the additional pressure of your course. I hope you get everyone done to take some of the weight off. Keep posting here if it helps. We care.
I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.
Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.
I wish I could figure out what the fuck happened. One day, I had a support worker that was helping me complete my work and with my mental health, the next day she’s telling me we need to have stronger boundaries and that she’s leaving without a goodbye because I disclosed I had inappropriate feelings. I think I really hurt her and I’m scared. It feels like I’m being punished for telling the truth, again.
that sounds really confusing. shit always seems to occur at the worst times around school for us too. you are so so close to finishing. we really hope it is all fixable. <3
Please do not give me virtual hugs unless you are only using the hug function on threads. Thanks.
You can't always keep it separate.
This is happening, this is part of you.