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Old 12-06-2021, 08:39 PM   #1
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Support for Ali (The Worst Witch)

Hi all,

Ali could do with some support and hugs so please do drop by to offer some.

Ali, we’re here when you’re ready to talk about what’s been happening. Thinking of you.



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Old 12-06-2021, 08:44 PM   #2
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You know where we are. PM and inbox are always open, and happy to send Lyra or pony photos. <33333



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Old 12-06-2021, 08:49 PM   #3
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Hey Ali
You can always message me if you don't feel like talking here
But please post if you're not feeling so great.
I care about you a lot and I'm sure other people here do too <3



I'm fine! Totally fine. I don't know why it's coming out all loud and squeaky, 'cause really, I'm fine!


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Old 12-06-2021, 09:49 PM   #4
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Sending lots of thoughts and virtual hugs your way, Alison. Always available to lend an ear if needed. <3

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Old 12-06-2021, 11:39 PM   #5
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Thank you Jenna :)

I made a disclosure of abuse today. I don’t really know what else to say, other than I repressed it for years, one of my therapists unlocked it all and my head has fucking exploded.

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Old 13-06-2021, 12:04 AM   #6
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I have to run to work but at least wanted to quickly respond and say that does sound really, really scary and hard. Can the therapist human help figure out how to cope with finding out about it? Offer to email or PM is a standing offer if you want or need. No pressure, just know that we care and are here.



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Old 13-06-2021, 09:46 AM   #7
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That's a really brave and hard thing to do. But I want to say a big well done and, although your head is going into overdrive about it right now and it all feels awful, you can now start dealing with it and learning how to move forward. And it sounds like you've got many people to help you as well, don't forget that. You can do it.

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Old 13-06-2021, 12:45 PM   #8
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I hope that with time talking about it will lift some weight off you. I am proud of you and we are all here if you need us.





I put it down on paper and then the ghost does not ache so much.

Don't try to calm the storm, calm yourself, the storm will pass.

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Old 13-06-2021, 06:01 PM   #9
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Thinking of you, fellow Ali :)





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Old 14-06-2021, 04:40 PM   #10
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Thank you for all the messages.

I don’t know what the fuck is going on, or whats happening. Keep having to phone crisis team (3 times in the last 3 days) and I haven’t slept for 8 days. I feel so lost.

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Old 14-06-2021, 04:59 PM   #11
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So sorry you're struggling Ali *safe hugs* we are all here for you.

I'm glad you have the crisis team right now; are they helping at all?







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Old 14-06-2021, 05:04 PM   #12
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Yeah, they gave me some zopiclone, told me to tell the GP to put it up to 7.5mg tomorrow if I don’t sleep normally tonight and focus on what keeps me safe. Its hard. Seeing my brother on Sunday though, so looking forward to that.

I’m really worried about something, but I think I’ll go to sleep before posting about it. I’m sure that has something to do with how I feel.


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Old 14-06-2021, 08:04 PM   #13
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Lack of sleep can definitely make things worse. You're being super brave to try to phone for support and hopefully the meds help.

Not 100% sure of your living situation at the moment. Do you still have your cat to snuggle?



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Old 14-06-2021, 10:23 PM   #14
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I hope you get some good rest tonight from the zopiclone, hopefully a decent sleep will make things seem a little more manageable.

And if you're still really worried in the morning, you're more than welcome to post here about it.



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Old 15-06-2021, 01:52 AM   #15
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we really care about you please let us help you

i love you i hope you are safe <3 *gives you safe hugs*



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Old 15-06-2021, 10:26 AM   #16
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Thank you.

I need to start sorting out the shit that has it the fan today. First of all, going into college and making sure everything is definitely finished for the progression board next week.

I can’t believe this happened 2 weeks before the end of my course, such bad timing.

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Old 15-06-2021, 01:46 PM   #17
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Things like this don't really have a 'good' time to come up but I understand about the additional pressure of your course. I hope you get everyone done to take some of the weight off. Keep posting here if it helps. We care.





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Old 15-06-2021, 02:52 PM   #18
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I’m trying my best.

I wish I could figure out what the fuck happened. One day, I had a support worker that was helping me complete my work and with my mental health, the next day she’s telling me we need to have stronger boundaries and that she’s leaving without a goodbye because I disclosed I had inappropriate feelings. I think I really hurt her and I’m scared. It feels like I’m being punished for telling the truth, again.

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Old 15-06-2021, 05:03 PM   #19
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that sounds really confusing. shit always seems to occur at the worst times around school for us too. you are so so close to finishing. we really hope it is all fixable. <3



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Old 16-06-2021, 01:06 PM   #20
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I’m feeling a little better today. Still worried, but better

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