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Graphic - Recovery and Environmental Triggers
Hi, everyone, I am hoping this post finds you all well, considering I have seen multiple posts about everyone transitioning to the new rylryl.com. I have registered there and made on post but after that day and since, when I type the site into my browser, my browser tells me it doesn't exist so I am not sure what's going on, hence me transitioning back here. LoL!
To get on with my problem, I am having an issue with a dangerous neighbor. A bit of a back story, I have been through a lot of relationship abuse in the past, and when I did find a good man and got married, after 7 short years, he died in a brutal car accident with me. With that being said, I have some pretty bad PTSD.
This neighbor lives in the building directly across from me so her sliding glass door in the back yard faces mine. She is a bad addict and she tried to attack my emotional support dog and when I pulled him away by his cable she went after me. I ran inside and she was at my glass door pounding on it and screaming nonsense at me in her underwear. I called 911 shaking and crying, the police talked to her and that was it. After they left she proceeded to follow and harass and attack other neighbors as well as chasing me again when I went to get my mail. The other neighbors have called the police because of this and the police have been here 3 times in one day but she is never arrested!
I keep having panic attacks, my anxiety is making me sick non-stop, I am getting no sleep, I was up until 3:30 AM and I have to get up at 9 AM. The point of this post is to ask for coping advice in how to deal with this. I can't even go out on my patio and enjoy my coffee, my kids are going outside with baseball bats now because they are terrified. I am extremely stressed and in tears as I type all this. Please help! My mental health is suffering!
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