- wrote the words
- feeling positive about what I have to do now I've written the words
- fixed my switch controller like a pro
- feeling better and safer
- pizza
- my friends holding me together when I felt like I couldn't do it myself
'It's an impossible choice ... I'll just have to hope that when I flip the coin it somehow explodes and kills me.'
"You're not scared of climbing mountains. You're scared that you can't make them move."
