Can’t cope anymore
I can’t deal with life anymore. I am an absolute waste of oxygen at the best of times, and I hate myself so much. Also the thought of yet another Xmas on my own would have driven me to alcohol anyway, but even worse I can’t even visit family this year makes me realise that my life is so empty and pointless.
The one thing I want and long for is to be with my son again. We Would be together forever. And to be honest I doubt anyone would even notice I was gone.
I just want to curl up in a corner and die quietly in my sleep.
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