I've had some pretty significant problems with my eating in the past (bulimia/starving myself ect)
and I kinda got over that and I was at a pretty "normal" decent weight, not slim, just normal, and I got put on Mirtazapine first 15mg then 30mg
and it made me put on weight like a bitch
I think it was the drug combined with being on a hospital ward for so long
led to me putting on so much weight (1 and 1/2 stone
)
But yeah, it's really depressing me and getting me down,
I was actually trying to find clothes in my wardrobe that fit me and I couldn't, so I've had to lend clothes from my older sister.
Urgh, it's ****ing horrible, but the Mirtzazapine is actually working for the depression and helping me sleep so I don't want to change medication.
Damm. I'm worried about it meself, because I've already started binging/purging again, it shoudn't be too long before I start to starve myself (I've already got an extreme dieting plan for when I get out of here)