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Old 20-01-2021, 08:24 AM   #1
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Well long story..I was a cutter for years.. its been at least ten years since the last time I've done that. With everything being as hard as it is now im just so depressed and don't feel like going anymore...I know though if this is a choice I make its not going to be with a simple cut here and there it would be one to end my life. Im tired of trying and fighting and just don't wanna hurt anymore.. I don't really know why im posting this.


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Old 20-01-2021, 11:39 AM   #2
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relax and breathe. you don't need to go for it. maybe you need to go a step back to take two forward. i know it's not the type of advice typical for this place but you don't need to end your life. anywhere else is fine. what you might really need is time to think. if that comes at the cost of 10 years free then so be it, as long as it's not fatal. anything is preferable to death. relax and stay.

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Old 20-01-2021, 08:58 PM   #3
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i agree with mono



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Old 17-05-2021, 08:18 PM   #4
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I understand what your saying...my post was so much longer idk what happened to it all..I had so much to say and get out and more than half is cut off.....wth

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Old 17-05-2021, 08:25 PM   #5
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I'm sorry your post was cut off. I'm glad you started a thread where you might feel comfortable to express yourself and why you'd like to end you life. I've felt similar recently. 10 years free of self harm is excellent.

I know how you feel about being tired with fighting, but well done in trying, it can take a lot out of you. You are a fighter.

Like MoNo says, it might be a time to step back and think and reflect a little rather than act on your thoughts.

Please take care and let out whatever you need here.



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Old 17-05-2021, 10:40 PM   #6
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It does look like your post was edited - there may have been an issue with breaking rules or something else. If you look in your private messages, you should have an explanation of what was changed and why.



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Old 10-06-2021, 12:27 PM   #7
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No there was no explanation

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Old 10-06-2021, 08:01 PM   #8
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I reported your post. Hopefully the mods will see it and be able to let you know what happened.



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Old 10-06-2021, 10:38 PM   #9
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Hi there,

I removed one and a half sentences and sent you a PM on 21st January. You definitely got it because you replied but I can send it again if necessary?



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