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Old 10-06-2021, 12:31 PM   #2821
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Thanks for your reply.

I'd only want to bring up an admission with my psych or my previous CPN if she's on Duty, not the other people on Duty. I feel judged otherwise because no one else understands it's part of my management plan (if it actually still is, I need to clarify that). I have a huge pile of things that have been happening that I wish I had told Duty earlier so they hadn't turned into too much to get through in a conversation. All of the things I've said here make it harder to make a phone call. It's really annoying that they took my CPN away from me because if I still had routine phone calls with her nothing would have piled up. I'm not sure if I can take the first step today and call the secretary about my next appoint with my psych. It might look like I'm asking about something I don't need. I'm sorry, I'm going nowhere with this, I just have to wait for some phone bravery.





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Old 10-06-2021, 01:24 PM   #2822
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I think it would be good to see the psych. I hope you can phone the Duty person.



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Old 10-06-2021, 02:18 PM   #2823
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Thinking of you lovely. I hope you manage to phone. You deserve adequate support.



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Old 10-06-2021, 03:10 PM   #2824
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Thank you both.

I managed to phone the secretary but there is no appointment with my psych on the system yet. She just told me to phone Duty if I need to. I guess that means it could be quite a while before I can talk to my psych. I don't feel up to phoning Duty. I've used up my phone bravery for now. I'm finding lots of things difficult to do today but that's been the pattern for a while now. Maybe no one needs to know.





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Old 10-06-2021, 05:16 PM   #2825
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There are only two people I can trust to talk to about an admission and to get to talk to them I'd need to phone Duty every day in the hope that they are working. But I couldn't do that because the CMHT would get annoyed with all the hanging up. I'm really not coping well. With the men and the followers and doing daily tasks. I'm feeling so alone. Everything is hopeless. With hopelessness comes a need to kill myself. Things just keep piling up. I need help.





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Old 13-06-2021, 08:00 AM   #2826
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I have no adequate words right now but I’ve read and I care xxx



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Old Yesterday, 10:22 PM   #2827
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Yes it's maybe not ideal to do lots of hanging up, but it's also not ideal to be in so much pain and having so many difficulties, so I'd say go for it. Hopefully it wouldn't take too many calls before you spoke to one of the right people.



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