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Old 16-11-2021, 06:00 PM   #261
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I hope so too.

It's a lot of weird stuff to learn for sure! There was a lot of stuff I didn't know about when I first went to ED treatment. Like one thing I didn't know on forms is that when they talk about purging, they mean that as a category of things, not just literal purging. So I always said I didn't purge because I didn't know it referred to more than one thing!



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Old 16-11-2021, 06:45 PM   #262
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Definitely a lot of stuff to learn!

I was thinking about going back to the 'pro' site for a bit. But I don't think I will



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Old 16-11-2021, 06:58 PM   #263
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Is there a way to block it in your devices so the temptation isn't even there? I think not going back on it is a good idea.



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Old 16-11-2021, 07:05 PM   #264
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I don't know how to.
I'm not great with technology

It wouldn't be good to go on it
I got a bit obsessed with certain things on there before



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Old 16-11-2021, 07:34 PM   #265
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I don't know what kind of devices you have, but maybe if you google how to block a website on [insert beckie's device here] you will come up with suggestions?



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Old 16-11-2021, 07:37 PM   #266
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That's a very good idea
I'll do that



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Old 17-11-2021, 11:32 AM   #267
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Spoke to cpn.
She is very concerned about my eating and asked if I needed to be in hospital (overreaction much?)
And wouldn't stop talking about it.
Then said I should go to the gym.
I really do not understand her sometimes.
But she's going to talk to my psych for some reason and referred to my problems as an 'eating disorder' so I'm unsure what I'm feeling

EDIT/UPDATE: I have a video appointment with the ED team on the 15th December. 0_o
Genuinely was not expecting it to be that fast


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Old 17-11-2021, 04:43 PM   #268
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okay WTF re your CPN but also glad you have an appointment with the ED team!



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Old 17-11-2021, 04:49 PM   #269
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She's a very strange person

Thanks. I'm so anxious



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Old 19-11-2021, 07:19 PM   #270
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I'm really really glad you are being seen so quickly <3 Is something in particular making you super anxious or is it in general?







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Old 20-11-2021, 08:52 PM   #271
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Thank you <3

I'm just worried that they won't help me while also being worried that they will help me
It doesn't make sense i know
There's this whole list of expectations when you get put under them
It's daunting



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Old 15-12-2021, 11:16 AM   #272
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Sorry to bump this

I had the appointment with the ED person
She said it sounds like I have atypical anorexia.
Which is quite scary
She is going to send a letter out next week with the team's decision



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Old 15-12-2021, 03:31 PM   #273
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I’m glad you got taken seriously, apart from the ‘atypical’ bit being ridiculous on account of the fact it’s stupid.

I hope you get the support you deserve.



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Old 15-12-2021, 03:36 PM   #274
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Thanks Lio

Hope you're ok



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Old 15-12-2021, 07:24 PM   #275
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the atypical thing is dumb, but in general most ed professionals know atypical can be just as serious as typical. hoping they take you on and can offer you the help and support you need. proud of you for doing the appointment.



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Old 16-12-2021, 01:16 AM   #276
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