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Old 21-06-2022, 05:19 PM   #1
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Am I actually ok?

Iím starting to wonder if I am alright.
Iím sleeping a bit less. Not heaps less, but enough to notice it.
I got another piercing. Just impulsively. A re-do of one I used to have. One day I saw they had a sale on the next so I woke up early to go get it done.
I also have made plans for a hook up (Iím single, but thatís really not like me, I usually want a relationship before sex)
I am and will be following the rules of safe/sane/consensual, as much as I can claim the sane bit.
I sorta know the guy. Havenít seen him for years. The fact I sorta know him might be why Iím willing to hook up with him. Heís pushing all the right buttons in regards to what I like but I havenít seen him in person since school. And thatís nearly 20 years ago.
I guess Iím tired of being alone. But this is looking to be a purely physical thing. Which I donít currently mind. Which I feel should worry me but doesnít.
Iím taking my meds. Mostly. I forget sometimes on the weekend. Here is the only place I can be honest about that. Usually when I go out and drink and dance some weekends.
I donít know if itís just a case of wanting my life back, to have fun again now I have weekends free.
I donít know what Iím really asking. Im not hallucinating. Im not depressed. I donít feel hyper. I just feel good, but a few things are a bit sus, you know?
Do I sound like the beginnings of mania?that would suck because it would mean the good feeling isnít real.
I dunno. Maybe Iím just paranoid



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Old 22-06-2022, 11:35 AM   #2
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What have been your warning signs in the past for a decline in your mental health? If these align with what has happened in the past I think you are right to be concerned.

Have you got access to medical/professional support that you can use now before it gets worse?

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Old 22-06-2022, 02:59 PM   #3
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Iíve been well for so long I donít remember what warning signs of a high are.
Iíve had mixed and depressive episodes more recently which presented different to this
Iím a bit worried about the impulsivity. The sleep changes. The actual presence of a sex drive which I donít usually have much of
Iím either finally out of my funk or headed up. Iím not sure I care which right now.
Itís not effecting my work so thatís good



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Wherever I am, that f***ing dog goes... - Dog, Andy Bull

No matter how bad things get, the true test is how we choose to respond to the pain we suffer, or inflict. - Amenadiel, Lucifer

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When we know hope is near
Understand we'll go hand in hand, but we'll walk alone in fear
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Old 23-06-2022, 06:51 PM   #4
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On one hand i obviously can't give you a definite answer. On the other hand, when you start worrying about whether something is a bit off, there's usually a good reason for that. What is your gut feeling on this??? I'd advise you to listen to that!! Even if your worries are only minor then what would be the harm in investigating further with someone who can give a more reliable opinion??

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