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Old 26-08-2020, 03:31 PM   #41
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Thanks for your support everyone.

I saw the psych with my mum and CPN. It was ok, less anxious than previously. But
basically there's nothing they can do.

I feel rubbish and stupid.



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Old 07-09-2020, 06:19 PM   #42
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I just texted my CPN asking for an appointment. Was that really stupid?



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Old 08-09-2020, 02:07 AM   #43
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It really wasn't stupid at all to text for an appointment - very brave in fact.

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Old 08-09-2020, 11:58 AM   #44
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Yeah, I'm seeing him on Thursday.



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Old 08-09-2020, 01:49 PM   #45
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I don't know what to say to him. I want to tell him I'm having thoughts of suicide but either he won't take it seriously or he'll suggest Crisis Team (seen them in the past - not good). But i can't carry on like this.



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Old 08-09-2020, 01:55 PM   #46
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I don't know what to say to him. I want to tell him I'm having thoughts of suicide but either he won't take it seriously or he'll suggest Crisis Team (seen them in the past - not good). But i can't carry on like this.
Maybe just say this you wrote about. Tell him you know what each aspect of your struggle needs this and this aspect needs nothing.I know it's scary but it's also tell them when you have feel like the crisis team is not good for you.

Try and also keep a things that you need if you have one and keep using it.

I know how much it feels like you can't carry on like this.





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Old 10-09-2020, 05:37 PM   #47
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I'm thinking of discharging myself from the CMHT.

Also AAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH


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Old 11-09-2020, 01:23 AM   #48
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Do you want to tell us what happened?




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Old 11-09-2020, 11:50 AM   #49
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There are no other options. I have to fight the Organisation by myself.



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Old 11-09-2020, 01:54 PM   #50
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Can you please talk to us some more?
This has me rather worried.

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Old 11-09-2020, 03:19 PM   #51
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I'm trying so hard to love God and not hurt myself or worse.

My mum was very kind and spoke to my GP while I listened. He is going to ask for a second opinion and suggestions for how to move forwards. But last time they wrote to my CPN he ignored it and didn't reply.



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Old 11-09-2020, 06:31 PM   #52
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I feel... sad. I can't live like this.

I cried earlier, i never cry. Except at the lion king!


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Old 12-09-2020, 09:48 AM   #53
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Crying could be a really good way of letting some of your feelings calm down a bit. I understand don't feel like you can't live like this (what is this that you feel you can't live with it), you're doing it, you just ask someone for help if you need it. You try so hard and I think you're being so strong. Keep doing your soothing list, get out for a walk, talk with your family, and whatever can be done. I hope this passes soon.





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Old 12-09-2020, 10:15 AM   #54
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I am so torn. The Organisation want either to kill me or have me kill myself. The voices want me to SH. But suicide and SH are wrong, i asked a priest. I pray and pray for God to rescue me. I've got a priest friend who I'd like to speak to but he is so busy.



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Old 12-09-2020, 04:02 PM   #55
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If it would help please still reach out to him!




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Old 13-09-2020, 11:35 AM   #56
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How did you get on yesterday? How is today so far. Maybe you could make a proper time slot to speak with your priest friend if that's allowed. Your friend might talk more sense to you.





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Old 13-09-2020, 08:13 PM   #57
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I had PRN and that helped the anxiety. I didn't need any today. Why am I so useless?



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Old 14-09-2020, 12:46 AM   #58
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You're not useless ❤




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Old 14-09-2020, 10:29 AM   #59
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Why are you so useless? It sounds like you've been doing all you can to settle down, sometimes that's all you can do when things get too much.





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Old 14-09-2020, 07:52 PM   #60
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I can't fight the Organisation, and i get so anxious.



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