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Old 11-03-2020, 02:36 AM   #1
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Recovery?

I am struggling.

I want for the days when I did not want to eat and I had the self control.

I'm not going to lie my life has been so much better without the control of my ED but I am struggling to cope with how I am now. I feel like I am too old to be ill. Too old to have issues... I should know better. Yet I wish I could have that something that made me feel safe.

I'm sorry to post.

Im just struggling right now

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Old 14-03-2020, 06:32 PM   #2
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You don't need to be sorry for posting. It sounds like you do know better, it's just that the control of an ED can still be tempting however illogical it is! Hold on to those things in your life that are so much better without an ED; maybe even write them down somewhere that you'll see every day to remind you.

Can you identify why the control of an ED feels like a positive? Is it because there are other things that you feel you cannot control?



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