*takes some marshmallows*
Sorry I can't be around as much as I'd like, guys. It's been a bit of a hard few days recently.
Hope you're all doing ok. Feel free to PM me if any of you need.
~Friends are angels who lift us to our feet when our wings have trouble remembering how to fly~
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
Where exctly do you go when you have nowhere to go and you're problem and inconvenience to everyone? When even the one and only person who loves you can't help you?...and if you feel weak and consider taking your own life to move to a new and beter world you're considered sick and Ill and even crazy...? Help.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
grrr i'm so damn grumpy. i hate my sister. then i feel bad 'casue she's my sister and 'm supposed to love her but all i want to do right now is smack her in the head with a really big stick.n GRRRR
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
~Phoenix~ is my Little Sister of Awesomeness and Self-Delusion :P Bitter Angel is my Mitten Animad is my Top Trump All Im Living For - Is my beautiful and special daughter who isnt called Kim but will moan if i dont add her :P
Hmmm sadly I don't.
Turns out I'm not really kicked out, well I am but since my bf talked to my mother she sort of said that she didn't kick me out...but she did, she just lied to him. Thing is, even if she didn't kick me out, I want to leave before I end up hanging myself from a tree. Of course, I have nowhere to go and zero money...and even with a job it;s still not enough to pay rent and everything else so I'm ****ed for a long while.
Thanxl
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
My friend lives with another friend of ours, where also three other people live, not including his mother. So there is no room for me there. All other firends are either lost, dead or have no room.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
I'm 22 and In the US...territory but still the same.
Thank you though.
"...that incremental suicide of turning your life into a dream, to make being awake as similar to sleep as possible. Drowsily, lazily, dry-mouth your way through the day's ceremonies, fumble your way back into the dew-bather you never really left, draped in brown, brown now all around, the haze!" - Russell Brand on drug addiction.
"Si ma êkh gûndo piyiamásko...ándo bírto barruno. Bírto, bírto barruno."
do you ever just want tocurl up and cry? i feel quite crook right now.. my boyfriend caught me purging so when we had dinner he made sure i ate all of mine and stood outside the bloody bathroom door! gah, now i feel fat and bloatedness all the way
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
nah he doesn't know. he guesses but he doesn't know. i told him I ate a yucky sausage earlier and it made my stomach turn. *shrugs* it's so nasty. bloody food. it's so nasty.
"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind."
