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Old 08-12-2014, 12:53 PM   #41
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Thanks Amy I'm glad hope you're doing okay gorgeous *huggles star buddy*

Unfortunately turns out CPN is off for another week which isn't great but did call the advocacy number and they said they'd send someone down to talk to me so...



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Old 08-12-2014, 02:36 PM   #42
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Asshole of a psych just said under a section 3 you can't change your responsible clinician. Is this true???? Basically said you can write a letter requesting a change if you want but they won't change it. And one more right bites the dust.



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Old 08-12-2014, 02:42 PM   #43
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So proud of you <3 *warm cuddles*

Hopefully your CPN can help out,,, How are you feeling today lovely lady?







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Old 08-12-2014, 06:55 PM   #44
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I changed my RC on a section 3. I also refused to attend ward round so it was actioned quicker. You can put the request in but it doesn't mean they will definitely change your RC.

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Old 09-12-2014, 10:48 AM   #45
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Thanks Helen. Bit down today this place is messing with my head no one ever shuts up. Did something I shouldn't have yesterday but am just going to try to pick myself up and try again today.

Good to know melting I will get that letter some today if I can.



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Old 09-12-2014, 10:53 AM   #46
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Today is a new day <3

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Old 13-12-2014, 08:39 AM   #47
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How are you doing, Katy?

Thinking of you,




Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
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Old 13-12-2014, 11:07 AM   #48
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Really good news they've said if I keep behaving myself I might be able to be out by Christmas!!! Trying not to get hopes up too much just in case but things are looking up! Am down to general obs and I had 10 mins escorted leave yesterday and resisted the urge to peg it so yeah looking up!



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Old 13-12-2014, 12:40 PM   #49
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Excellent, Katy! I'm really proud, you must be working really hard. Keep on swimming and make every day your bitch :)




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Old 13-12-2014, 05:24 PM   #50
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Ha ha I love you Marie!



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Old 13-12-2014, 05:25 PM   #51
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Old 13-12-2014, 05:35 PM   #52
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Thanks Carmen x



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Old 13-12-2014, 08:12 PM   #53
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Idk you but I have seen you posting, but I am leaving you hugs. Keep on fighting and hopefully you will be out for Christmas!!




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Old 13-12-2014, 08:38 PM   #54
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Very proud of you for behaving yourself though I know it's hard




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Keeping my fingers crossed for you to be out by Christmas Katy! We're all so proud that you're doing your best to stay safe. Keep it up x x x





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Just leaving you pipe love and hoping you'll be a good girl and Santa will bring you your freedom for Christmas. <3

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Old 14-12-2014, 08:53 AM   #57
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Sorry lovely, I'm so terrible with keeping up on stuff here these days. Although I'm not around here much, I am elsewhere so please do poke me if there's anything I can do or you fancy a random chat.

You're super strong and will get through this, letting people help will be much easier but you'll get through it regardless, I have faith.

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Old 16-12-2014, 10:11 PM   #58
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Sorry to bump and thanks for all your lovely messages. I'm just feeling pretty crap atm. I'm back on obs and the psych is confusing the fuck out of me in the same breath he's banging on about Christmas then saying you could be in another monthor longer and your appeal won't happen until late January at earliest as I'm away on holiday. Oh but in other news he has decided I definitely don't have depression. Disagreeing with 9 years worth of mh people but whatever. Sick of this shit hole and judgmental controlling bastards. I just want to be left to get on with things. plus just had an argument with a nurse over something incredibly trivial that she turned into a massive deal and said well it's hospital we can control everything which I know is true but not really reassuring to someone panicking about having no control and it was such a tiny trivial thing and the way she said it was aggressive and patronising like yeah you're in hospit so screw what you think. Am so anxious and wound up. Feel like punching something.



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Old 16-12-2014, 10:13 PM   #59
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Katy, I'm sorry things are so confusing. They really are trying to help, even if it doesn't feel like it. Did he say you weren't depressed?

What were you arguing about?



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Old 16-12-2014, 11:01 PM   #60
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If they wanted to help they'd stop twisting everything I say and trying to control every little thing. It was about cig breaks. All I did was ask was it time for a cig yet and she went off on this rant about we're in control not patients blah blah blah. Got out for one in the end but it wound me up. Probably more than it would usually to be fair though as my head is just all over the shop anyway. Suicidal thoughts really bad but they've taken everything off me I could use cod of an attempt this morning (which I completely understand) and that's making me panic because not only am I trapped in this ward I'm also trapped into living which I know sounds so emo and pathetic but Im passed caring. I feel like it's going to take a miracle for me to get through tonight without getting in shit as in just so agitated and I bet that bitch would just love to be the one to stick the needle in. Hospitals are for control my arse.



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