Thanks for the replies ,
I am going through a tough stage in my life and i am feeling depressed right now due to dull work i am involved in right now .
I work in a pharmacy in india and it is a low paying job , i only get 10,000 rupees per month .
I am looking for a better job , i have a degree in commerce but finding a job in these covid times here is hard .
No one is hiring new people .
There is no escaping some states with or without gums .
My evenings are really really dull and since i live in a small south indian town , there isn't much activity out here that can give me some happiness