Hey everyone! So I've been part of this website for ages but haven't really been active for quite a while. I've been clean for almost 10 months now and I dare to say I've felt in control for months but for some weird reason the past weeks I've been having reeeeaaallly strong urges and just like thoughts of SH again and yeah I dont know why and am getting quite nervous I might relapse soon...has this kinda thing happened to anyone else? What can I do?