Should I keep sharp objects away?
I feel very shaken, very worried.
I've been going through a very good period, been doing great, didn't cut for a long time, didn't even think about it. I really thought I put this behind me!
But it seems that it sort of became in automatic reflex... Today I was a little upset about something and without realizing what I was doing, I picked up a tool that lay next to me and very suddenly used them. I cut deeper than I ever did, I had to use a towel to stop the bleeding and clear the evidence quickly (I live with flatmates).
I'm very worried. It seems as though even when I'm in a good place, I can't control it. I swear didn't intend to cut! I don't know what to do. Can't I trust myself? Has this happened to anyone?
Last edited by Pi.R^2 : 26-10-2020 at 02:19 PM.
Reason: removing name of tool