Well you look like yourself
But you're somebody else
Only it ain't on the surface
Well you talk like yourself
No, I hear someone else though
Now you're making me nervous
It's down to this
I've got to make this life make sense
Can anyone tell what I've done
I miss the life
I miss the colors of the world
Can anyone tell where I am
'Cause now again I found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun again
Away from the sun again
I'm over this
I'm tired of living in the dark
Can anyone see me down here
The feeling's gone
There's nothing left to lift me up
Back into the world I know
'Cause now again I found myself so far down
Away from the sun that shines into the darkest place
I'm so far down away from the sun
That shines to light the way for me
To find my way back into the arms
That care about the ones like me
I'm so far down away from the sun again
I know you've got the best intentions,
Just trying to find the right words to say.
I promise I've already learned my lesson,
But right now, I wanna be not okay.
I'm so tired, sitting here waiting,
If I hear one more "Just be patient,"
It's always gonna stay the same.
Can't stop these feet from sinking,
And it's starting to show on me.
You're staring while I'm blinking,
But just don't tell me what you see.
I'm so over all this bad luck.
Hearing one more "Keep your head up,"
Is it ever gonna change?
Don't look at me like that,
Just like you understand.
Don't try to pull me back.
Let me just give up.
Let me just let go.
If this isn't good for me, well, I don't wanna know.
Let me just stop trying.
Let me just stop fighting.
I don't want your good advice or reasons why I'm alright.
You don't know what it's like.
You don't know what it's like.
Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
It's like I'm lost.
It's like I'm giving up slowly.
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me.
Leave me alone.
And I know these voices in my head are mine alone.
And I know I'll never change my ways,
If I don't give you up now.
It's like I can't breathe.
It's like I can't see anything, nothing but you.
I'm addicted to you.
It's like I can't think without you interrupting me.
In my thoughts, in my dreams, you've taken over me.
I'm hooked on you,
I need a fix, I can't take it.
Just one more hit, I promise I can deal with it.
I'll handle it, quit it,
Just one more time, then that's it.
Just a little bit more to get me through this.
Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
I, I can't get these memories out of my mind, And some kind of madness has started to evolve.
And I, I tried so hard to let you go,
But some kind of madness is swallowing me whole, yeah
I have finally seen the light, And I have finally realized
What you mean.
And now I need to know is this real love,
Or is it just madness keeping us afloat?
And when I look back at all the crazy fights we had,
Like some kind of madness was taking control, yeah
And now I have finally seen the light,
And I have finally realized
What you need.
(...) I have finally realized (realized)
I need your love
I need your love.
Come to me
Just in a dream.
Come on and rescue me.
Yes I know, I can't be wrong,
And maybe you're too headstrong. Our love is
Madness.
Are the 3 words I hope to hear next year
Another place another time another twinkle in eyes caught between awkward glances
In crowded social scenes, another breeding ground for apathy
To tire me into indifference
Now that I’m numb
To places I had run from
Know when you’re wrong
It’s cause you’re fallible, just like everyone
Just stuck between a lampshade and the drunk
Sentenced to an evening as the party entertainment’s prop
Oh but it’s only you that I am thinking of
Please return to me, cause it’s so…
So hard to take that I might break
I’m discovering that there’s so much to consider worthwhile
But most of all I’ve learned to hate that I’m still stuck on you
If time has taught us this much
It’s that honesty is the cornerstone of trust
Well to tell the truth I’m tired of watching clocks
Waiting for endings of evenings that never seem to stop. Enough
In short I’ve come
Back to the places I had run from
You saw it all
Fall to pieces, now it’s so...
So hard to take that I might break
I’m discovering that there’s so much to consider worthwhile
But most of all I’ve learned to hate that I’m still stuck on you
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
Warrior
Demi Lovato
This is a story that I have never told
I gotta get this off my chest to let it go
I need to take back the light inside you stole
You're a criminal
And you steal like you're a pro
All the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I was broken and bruised
Now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
Out of the ashes, I'm burning like a fire
You can save your apologies, you're nothing but a liar
I've got shame, I've got scars
That I will never show
I'm a survivor
In more ways than you know
'Cause all the pain and the truth
I wear like a battle wound
So ashamed, so confused
I'm not broken or bruised
'Cause now I'm a warrior
Now I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me
There's a part of me I can't get back
A little girl grew up too fast
All it took was once, I'll never be the same
Now I'm taking back my life today
Nothing left that you can say
'Cause you were never gonna take the blame anyway
Now I'm a warrior
I've got thicker skin
I'm a warrior
I'm stronger than I've ever been
And my armor, is made of steel, you can't get in
I'm a warrior
And you can never hurt me again
No oh yeah yeah
You can never hurt me again
You surrender your heart,
I surrender every dream,
Every weapon you've got, Every secret that I keep,
You can fight this all you want,
But tonight belongs to me
And I'll watch you in your sleep
'Cause tonight belongs to me
You can fight this all you want,
But tonight belongs to...
Sparks against the railing,
Distant phantoms wailing.
Through the windshield sailing,
With these airbags failing.
The faded horizon is drifting further away
The people all around, decay with suffocation
Continuing to shape the world they clench to all their guns
And surrounded by the hate, I find there's nowhere to run.
I'll bleed out all these tears and take this pain,
Maybe the path is fighting in vain.
But I can't carry on, I just can't be the one, again.
Even if flesh and blood turns against me like so
The fire inside, oh I'll never know.
To go so far, forsake the sins of time!
Fighting to hold on tight,
Yearning for a breath of life!
I cannot tell if I'm alive, but
Feels like I'm a suffocating diver!
Staring with endless sight,
Into a darkened night.
Taking in one last breath I dive into the unknown.
To the endlessness I go!
Revisiting the darkness locked away inside.
The loneliness remains and emptiness confines.
Even though I always thought that I was strong within,
Frightened by the things I lack, my confidence wears thin.
Struggling to find a path in vain
A bird still flies in a light gentle rain.
But I cannot define, no I can't deny that pain.
But I continue to walk, in self I atone,
Am I a fool for standing alone?
To go so far, no longer will I know...
To where do I go?
The anchor of pain I hold bears down again,
I'm praying for life, for sound,
As it pours, like a sign, as the rain falls down again.
Fighting to hold on tight!
Yearning for a breath of life!
I cannot tell if I'm alive but,
I struggle to fight this drowning diver!
Staring with endless sight,
Into a darkened night.
Taking in one last breath I dive into the unknown, yet again,
Fighting for one last breath, ooh yeah!
If I could just come to realize the light at the end,
I would never drown again.
♪"'Cause I'm about to break down,
I'm searchin' for a way out,
I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer
I'm a popular, popular monster"♪
She's imperfect, but she tries.
She is good, but she lies.
She is hard on herself.
She is broken, and won't ask for help.
She is messy, but she's kind.
She is lonely, most of the time.
For the girl that I knew,
Who'll be reckless, just enough.
Who'll get hurt,
But who learns how to toughen up,
When she's bruised,
And gets used by a man who can't love.
And then she'll get stuck and be scared,
Of the life that's inside her,
Growing stronger each day, til it finally reminds her,
To fight just a little, to bring back the fire in her eyes,
That's been gone, but it used to be mine.
Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
This town has its claws buried in my neck
This town, it takes lives without mercy, without hate
(The streets are in distress
The sun suffocates behind darkened skies)
The grass is growing on top of my feet
I'm sinking, won't be long before I'm too deep to run
(The lineup seems endless
Underneath the salvation signs)
We are the dead ones, we are the lost cause
We are the bend before the break, our steps seal our fate
Because this city, this city is haunted
By ghosts
From broken homes
Because this city, this city is haunted
And there's no hope
Left for these souls
Every step I take, I leave a small piece
Of myself behind - soon there will be nothing left
(The cracks in the pavement
Match the cracks in their weathered skin)
The sky's a brick wall, the ground's a juggernaut
Each day they get a bit closer; between them I am caught
(I stare in amazement
I can't believe this is where I live)
Every breath I take, I feel my lungs seal
This breeze feels more like shards of glass
I'm more scars than skin
Because this city, this city is haunted
By ghosts
From broken homes
Because this city, this city is haunted
There's no hope
Left for these souls
Our steps seal fate
Our steps seal fate
This is our celebration - come join the lost souls
This is our celebration - come join the lost souls
(This city, this city is haunted)
Ohhh! Walk with us, ohhh!
Down!
Walk with us!
City, this city is haunted
By ghosts
From broken homes
Because this city, this city is haunted
There's no hope
Left for these souls
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
After two days in the desert sun,
My skin began to turn red.
After three days in the desert fun,
I was looking at a river bed
And the story it told of a river that flowed
Made me sad to think it was dead...
You see I've been through the desert on a horse with no name
It felt good to be out of the rain.
In the desert, you can't remember your name
'Cause there ain't no one for to give you no pain.
After nine days, I let the horse run free
'Cause the desert had turned to sea
(...)
The ocean is a desert with its life underground
And the perfect disguise above.
(...)
You see I've been through the desert on a horse with no name
It felt good to be out of the rain.
In the desert, you can't remember your name
'Cause there ain't no one for to give you no pain.
Oh my, I did not recognise those eyes in that dress you wore
Your thighs are stuck in my mind, I'd like to carry them home
Release, this urge needs feeding
Now that's done, was it worth the fun?
Tell me, could I be the one for you?
I don't think I thought this through...
So, see you around
I never meant for this, you know I’m damaged goods
Lately I've listed the reasons why I can't move on
And why I sleep in the house that we lived in for over three years now
Staring at paintings, recounting the places we'd been together
I try to escape but I can't seem shake all these pictures (of us)
The light up on the desk still burning bright
The way I'm dressed suggests I left it on all night
I've probably done the same the night or three before
Another crowded thought for clouded minds
Of broken promises I'd made a million times
On how to let go, breathe, and do more exercise
It's getting colder as the days merge into one
I best just lay my head and pray for morning sun
So from this moment on he started drifting
And dreamed of colours that he'd never seen before
And all the types fruit he'd ever tasted
The air was warm, the sky was clear of water
Beyond the lake were trees far as the eye could see
This was the place we used to swim together
Those things up on your chest look mighty comfy
I best just lay my head and wait for morning sunbeams
Morning
The wait is over
So in we go
To find a home
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
Cold, as you turn off the lights.
The memories start floating around.
You're doubting yourself. And you're tired of not being strong.
It hurts to be all on your own,
But you'll just have to wait.
Cause time's running fast,
And and it calms you to know it won't last.
It's easy to say "It'll all be okay."
But that's always the way it goes.
Slow down, slow down, slow down.
Slow down, slow down, you'll be okay.
Torn, and lost once again.
You start to believe it won't end.
And still you're alone,
With the fear that you're forever unknown.
You cannot understand why you're always the one that gets hurt.
And life is unfair, but it pulls you back in when you're almost gone.
It's easy to say "It'll all be okay."
But that's always the way it goes.
Slow down, slow down, slow down.
Slow down, slow down, you'll be okay.
You'll be okay, you'll be okay, you'll be okay.
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Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
My sanctuary
My sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie
What's left of me
What's left of me now
I watch you fast asleep
All I fear
Means nothing
In you and I
There's a new land
Angels in flight
My sanctuary
My sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie
What's left of me
What's left of me
My heart's a battleground!
You show me how to see
That nothing is whole and
Nothing is broken....
In you and I
There's a new land
Angels in flight
My sanctuary
My Sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie
What's left of me
What's left of me now
My fears...
My lies...
Melt away.
Uh-oh, runnin' out of breath, but I
Oh, I, I got stamina
Uh-oh, running now, I close my eyes
Well, oh, I got stamina
And uh-oh, I see another mountain to climb
But I, I, I got stamina
Uh-oh, I need another lover, be mine
Cause I, I, I got stamina
Don't give up, I won't give up
Don't give up, no no no
Don't give up, I won't give up
Don't give up, no no no
I'm free to be the greatest, I'm alive
I'm free to be the greatest here tonight, the greatest
The greatest, the greatest, alive
The greatest, the greatest, alive
Well, uh-oh, runnin' out of breath, but I
Oh, I, I got stamina
Uh-oh, runnin' now, I close my eyes
But, oh, I got stamina
And oh yeah, runnin' through the waves of love
But I, I got stamina
And oh yeah, I'm runnin' and I've just enough
And uh-oh, I got stamina
Don't give up, I won't give up
Don't give up, no no no
Don't give up, I won't give up
Don't give up, no no no
I'm free to be the greatest, I'm alive
I'm free to be the greatest here tonight, the greatest
The greatest, the greatest, alive
The greatest, the greatest, alive
Oh-oh, I got stamina
Oh-oh, I got stamina
Oh-oh, I got stamina
Oh-oh, I got stamina
I'm free to be the greatest, I'm alive
I'm free to be the greatest here tonight, the greatest
The greatest, the greatest, alive
The greatest, the greatest, alive
I wanna be alone.
Alone with you, does that make sense?
I wanna steal your soul.
And hide you in my treasure chest.
Let me crawl inside your veins.
I'll build a wall, give you a ball and chain.
It's not like me to be so mean, you're all I wanted.
Just let me hold you.
Like a hostage.
Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak.
Sometimes it just means you're strong enough to let go.
