Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife" 06.November.2011
You've nothing to be sorry for Zed, darling :)
*cuddles*
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
Sleeping & night times really aren't my strongest point
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I think I understand why, Zed, and you don't need to apologise *snuggles*
Maybe my mental state will be better by then, so I might be able to stay. If I was there, you'd be able to stay over because I'd keep you safe, Maweh =]
Sleeping & night times really aren't my strongest point
There were going to be quite a few of us. Friendly, laughing, joking, supporting if need be.
and those who didn't want to get drunk would be given skittles and fizzy pop.
doesn't matte now I guess. subjects pretty much dead.
I knew this would happen. I was looking forward to this and the interest has died.
Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife" 06.November.2011
Maybe my mental state will be better by then, so I might be able to stay. If I was there, you'd be able to stay over because I'd keep you safe, Maweh =]
*nods* -Cuteface00i- <3
We have quite a while to talk about all this, I'm more than sure we'll sort out something awesome :D
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
seems that way. people are either not coming or not staying.
that's one step away from not happening.
and there is no guilt trip. just my own disappointment.
Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife" 06.November.2011
I'll be definitely coming. Even if I feel like utter sh*t, I'll be there.
And we're on a mental health forum, Adam. There's bound to be insecurities and fears. It's just the alcohol part I don't like. I associate it with a loss of control.
There were going to be quite a few of us. Friendly, laughing, joking, supporting if need be.
and those who didn't want to get drunk would be given skittles and fizzy pop.
doesn't matte now I guess. subjects pretty much dead.
I knew this would happen. I was looking forward to this and the interest has died.
It's not that at all, Adam.
I just... Sometimes, especially when I'm in an environment I've never been before, I have really violent nightmares. And I really, really wouldn't want any of you to see me like that, that's all.
It's not that I don't want to, it's just that I'm scared.
I'm still very much interested.
And thank you, Zed :)
Now I'll play your ghost as my ace, whenever I'm led astray.
But I am actually good, can't help it if we're tilted.
I'm in my right place, don't be a downer.
I would have absolutely no problem staying over in a hotel place and having a few drinks if others would want to, obviously if people feel uncomfortable it is understandable on both counts. I would rather other members to have a couple of drinks with and whatnot, as long as everyone feels comfortable and safe, which is the most important. Not like have an isolation of drinkers and non-drinkers haha xD
If not, then just hanging out chatting and stuff with skittles and fizzy stuff is awesome anyhow! As long as we all get to have our own RYL house hang out. Maybe July is too close and is putting some on edge I don't know. There is nothing untoward about this general feeling I don't think, obviously I am not speaking for everyone, i'm just offering my thoughts.
~ 'Paint the skyscrapers with huge totem faces and goblin tikis, and every evening what's left of mankind will retreat to empty zoos and lock itself in cages as protection against the bears and big cats and wolves that pace and watch us from outside the cage bars at night'- Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club
~ We'll float around, hang out on clouds, then we'll come down and have a hangover... ~ Feel free to PM ^.^
*Gives cuddles*
There's not much use worrying about it now though. We can talk about this when we start to plan it. If people really don't feel up to it when we plan it, then I think that's fair enough. We're all bound to have a few insecurities but some of us might feel better a bit closer to the time about everything :)
-Plus everyone else's very valid points.
You can't lose hope when it's hopeless.
You gotta hope more,
then put your fingers in your ears and go,
"Blah blah blah blah!"
I'm too tired for ythis. i can't think anymore.
I'm going for bed. maybe I'll be in a better mood in the morning.
Don't be fooled by my smooth skin. The deepest scars are the ones unseen.
Remember compliments you received, forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how..~ Baz Lurhman.
Letting it get to you - You know what that's called? Being alive. Best thing there is. Being alive right now that's all that counts. ~ Doctor Who "The Doctors Wife" 06.November.2011
I don't get why there would need to be alcohol anyway. It's not like we need it to enjoy each other's company. Maybe this is just me being a freak, but I don't get the culture of needing to get drunk to have a fun time
Don't worry about things Adam, we'll all sort it out and have an amazing time I am very sure, we just need some time to think and to chill, have a good night!
Night too Zed!
I am off for ze night so I hope everyone takes lots of care <3
~ 'Paint the skyscrapers with huge totem faces and goblin tikis, and every evening what's left of mankind will retreat to empty zoos and lock itself in cages as protection against the bears and big cats and wolves that pace and watch us from outside the cage bars at night'- Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club
~ We'll float around, hang out on clouds, then we'll come down and have a hangover... ~ Feel free to PM ^.^
