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Old 06-02-2009, 12:32 PM   #41
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Sending you lots of hugs. I think you are incredibly strong and brave! keep fighting, k.



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Old 06-02-2009, 08:26 PM   #42
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I want to cut again tonight but i really am trying not to.
I've had my prn.
I'm trying to distract myself.
I know i'm not the only one who feels like this but i feel so lonely tonight.



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Everything has both dark and light.
You have to play with it until you get it exactly right."

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Old 07-02-2009, 08:42 PM   #43
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I cannot cut tonight.
I'm looking after my little brothers and sister so i have to be around for them and not be in self destruct mode. I'm really trying but its hard, i want to cut so much, to see the blood and have that relief. But i must not tonight.

I've been so busy today trying to get things ready for next week i feel so drained but my prn isn't working. I should feel tired but though my body is my head is in overdrive. I just want it all to stop.



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Old 07-02-2009, 11:14 PM   #44
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I haven't cut.
Usually have by now and its getting difficult. Thonk i'll have to take some more meds to help with everything because its all getting a bit much and i don't have anyone to talk to.



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Old 07-02-2009, 11:21 PM   #45
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Sweetie I'm proud of you for resisting so far. It's not an easy thing to do, especially when you REALLY want to give in. Keep at it hun, you're doing great.

*massive hugs*



I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I'm out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.
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Old 07-02-2009, 11:28 PM   #46
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I've taken some more prn so hopefully i'll start to calm down a bit soon.
I just have to get through tonight thats all.
Its just so lonely this whole i want to die thing...



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Everything has both dark and light.
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Old 07-02-2009, 11:32 PM   #47
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*cuddles you close and rocks you*
Oh sweetie, I know it is, believe me, I know. I am so sorry you're feeling this way, I've been there and wouldn't wish it on anyone. But there's some good news (though if you're like me you may not believe it)... it does go a way, it really does, believe me... and I've been as low as you can get.
*massive hugs*

Please take care.

Ally



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Old 08-02-2009, 12:56 PM   #48
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* cries and sits in the corner *

What time is it ok to take prn?



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