Chapter 131 "I didn’t think about whats happening having this effect on you" said Bill sitting next to Amys hospital bed.
"Me neither" Said Amy smiling.
They both looked up as a doctor entered the room.
"Hi ive just come to let you know that we’re happy with how you are and we think that it will be ok for you to go home this afternoon, Mr Kaulitz if you would come with me and we can sign the release papers" said the doctor smiling at the couple.
Bill smiled "Ill be back in a minute" he said to Amy. She nodded and kissed Bill as he left the room.
Slowly she got up and got her bag and got changed into her clothes out of her hospital gown and washed her face in the bathroom.
Frank lay in bed, he could hear Gerard breathing deeply next to him. Frank hadnt slept all night, part of that wasn’t because he didn’t want to, it was because his son was moving around to much and when he did that it was almost impossible for Frank to sleep.
He smiled when he thought of his son and reached under the duvet and rubbed his stomach as he felt his son do a little flip.
Then his mind went to what Gerard told him last night. Gerard didn’t trust him. Frank didn’t blame him, he had forgiven him to quick. He didn’t blame Gerard, if he was in the same position then in all honesty Frank would have ended the relationship. He was glad Gerard hadnt done that, Frank didn’t know what he would do without Gerard.
No matter what he did Gerard was also there for him, no matter if Frank was angry at Gerard and hated him but Gerard would still be there for him.
Under the duvet Frank felt the cuts on his arm which had now formed scabs. He couldn’t believe he had done that, why had he done that? Frank had never thought about doing anything like that before in his life, why now he didn’t know. He felt Gerard move beside him. Before Gerard woke up Frank quietly got up and threw on a t-shirt and headed to the door. But caught his reflection in the mirror. His bump was quite obvious through his clothing now, it was a baggy t-shirt and you could still see his bump. Frank smiled and headed to the kitchen to make some coffee.
Tom sat on the stool in the kitchen with a coffee in hand. Kiro was still asleep. He still couldn’t believe Kiro didn’t care that about what he had done with Frank. He loved Kiro so much, he couldn’t deal with Kiro leaving again. But he knew Kiro would have to leave soon, he would have to go back to Germany. Kiro had his band and his friends and family and he would have to go back. Tom wondered if he could go with him? Or let him go and he go there the week after?
Tom would have to talk to Kiro. Plus if Tom went with Kiro he didn’t have to stay with Kiro he could go home for a while and see his family? See his and Bills best friend, Andreas, who they hadnt seen in so long. Tom looked up and smiled as Kiro came into the kitchen.
Bill and Amy arrived home a few hours after Bill had signed the release papers and Amy went straight to bed, the doctor had told her to get plenty of rest. Bill smiled as he kissed her and went back downstairs. He hoped it would keep quiet in their lives now, atleast for a while, atleast until all the babies were born. But somehow he didn’t think that would happen.
DILLIGAF
"it’s when you’re acting selflessly, that you are at your bravest"
- Four.
♥
Chapter 132 Gerard rolled over, not opening his eyes, just instinctively reaching for Frank. He didn’t straight away remember what he’d said last night and as his hand hit the empty space next to him he was worried. He opened his eyes and gazed around the room before suddenly realising what he’d said. He quickly got up and pulled on whatever clothes he’d discarded the night before.
Frank sat in the kitchen drinking his coffee and smiling again as he felt his son moving around once more. He definitely had Frank’s energy and would probably be a handful when he was born. He tried to picture it now. Who he’d look like, who he’d take after. He heard Gerard coming downstairs and sat waiting for him. They needed to sort things out properly. Sure they were back together but they needed to say how they honestly felt.
Gerard walked into the kitchen and felt the relief wash over him as he saw Frank sitting there. Not only that but he wasn’t pissed off or crying, he was just the normal Frank. The Frank that he fell in love with. He sat down opposite Frank and looked down at the table. He could feel Frank’s eyes on him.
“What?” He said it a little sharply and immediately regretted it as he braced himself for yet another argument.
“Well, you said we needed to sort things out and talk, so let’s talk.” Smiled Frank
“Um, ok…..Well I guess you know how I feel now. I don’t want to hurt you Frank and I still love you it’s just, every time I see you and him together it’s going to remind me of…..”
“I know. So what are we gonna do about it? Do you want me to never see Tom again? If that’s what it takes, I’ll do it. I’ll do anything Gee.”
Gerard heard the desperation in Frank’s voice and felt a pang of guilt. Here he was laying the blame on Frank and Tom and he hadn’t even considered his own part in the whole situation. He hadn’t explained what he could do for Frank when the baby was born, he hadn’t explained about his ex he’d just left the photo and note lying around. And most of all, he hadn’t been there for Frank when he needed him. He looked up into Franks eyes for the first time that morning,
“Frank I…..Look I know I said I don’t trust you and ok I don’t, not completely but I’m just blaming you and Tom for this. I haven’t stopped to think about the part I played.”
“Gee no it wasn’t your fault. It was me I was stupid and selfish but I won’t do anything like that again I swear!”
“Frankie, Frankie I know. But I should’ve explained everything to you instead of leaving you to find out for yourself or off someone else and I should’ve been there for you. I’ve been a really **** boyfriend Frank I’m sorry.”
Frank glared at him and looked away. Gerard was shocked; he thought that was what Frank wanted to hear. It was the truth, Frank wanted the truth,
“Frank what’s wrong now?”
“You said boyfriend instead of fiancé”
Gerard laughed gently and got up and walked around the table to where Frank was. He stooped down so he was on a level with Frank and then pulled him into his arms and hugged him as best as he could.
“Wow this is getting difficult.” Smiled Gerard, motioning to Franks bump.
“I know. He keeps kicking too. I didn’t get any sleep because of it. But we still have one more thing to sort out Gee.”
“What’s that?”
“What about me and Tom?”
“Well, that’s what I wanted to say to you as well. We’re gonna go over today and sort things out.”
Tom and Kiro were cuddled up on the couch together, enjoying some quiet time. Tom had the TV remote and was randomly skipping through the channels. Kiro couldn’t argue much about the choice as he didn’t understand fully what the people on the TV were saying anyway. Tom finally settled on a channel that they could both watch. As he set the remote back down, he heard the door knock. Getting up and slowly making his way over, he opened the door. To Gerard and Frank…..
Chapter 133 Toms eyes went wide as he saw Gerard at the door holding hands with Frank.
"H..H..Hii.." Tom stammered,
"Can we come in?" asked Gerard.
Tom nodded without saying anything and move aside to let Gerard and Frank walk through. Tom shut the door after them.
He was actually scared about what Gerard was going to do. Was he going to shout? Was he going to hit? Was he going to try and kill him again?
Tom shook the thoughts from his head. Gerard wouldn’t do that whilst he was holding hands with Frank would he? Wait. Holding hands with Frank? Has he forgiven him? Thought Tom as he walked into the living room and sat on the couch next to Kiro who looked to him as if to say ‘whats going on’.
"Tom, the four of us, we need to talk" said Gerard sitting forward.
Tom nodded. "Okay"
"Right we all know whats happened? I'm guessing someones told Kiro?"
Tom nodded again "Yeh I told him"
"What did he say?" asked Gerard looking at Kiro
"He said he loves me and still wants to be with me" Tom said looking at Kiro and smiling a bit as he remembered when Kiro said those words to him. That had really meant something to him.
"Ok right, well me and Frank are still together. But the reason we came over is because last night I admitted to Frank that I still don’t trust him fully, but I want too. And well Tom, I don’t trust you either, but again I want too." Said Gerard not taking his eyes off the older twin.
"Ok I understand" said Tom, he didn’t really know what to say in this situation so he just left it to Gerard. He seemed to know what to say.
"Well, you just have to promise me that whatever happens, no matter how much you want it, you can never do it again?" asked Gerard. Tom saw the plea in his eyes.
"I promise, I love you both too much as friends to hurt you" said Tom truthfully. He really did mean it. He would never want to hurt his best friends, any of them. They all meant so much to him.
"Thank you" said Gerard smiling a little. "Friends again?"
"Damn right" said Tom smiling.
Both boys got up and gave each other a massive hug. Tom turned his attention to Frank.
"I'm sorry, we cool?" Tom asked looking at his friend. Frank smiled and got up hugging Tom.
"Of course" Frank smiled.
As Frank pulled away he scrunched his face up and grabbed his stomach.
Gerard looked over concered.
"Frank you okay?"
Frank nodded and turned to Tom.
"I'm using your bathroom, I need to pee again" he said heading towards the bathroom.
DILLIGAF
"it’s when you’re acting selflessly, that you are at your bravest"
- Four.
♥
Chapter 134
Mikey lay there next to his girlfriend and smiled as he watched her sleep. He really couldn’t be any happier he loved her and they were having a baby. It might be sooner than they’d originally planned but he wouldn’t have it any other way now. He looked over at the clock. He really needed to wake her now or he wouldn’t be able to do what he had planned for them that day. He kissed her softly. The perfect way to wake her up. They spent the next hour getting ready. Mikey said they were driving somewhere, he hadn’t said where, just that it was to get away from the house, from everyone else for a few hours. Once they were ready, they got in the car and Mikey started driving. Hannah didn’t have the energy to question him about where they were going. She was tired a lot now. Probably because of the baby. She fell asleep 10minutes into the journey and Mikey smiled to himself. It meant she wouldn’t see where they were going at least.
He parked the car and leaned over to wake her. She realised where they were and looked at him blankly,
“Um….why are we at the beach Mikey?”
“Duh, it’s the beach!! Do you need to ask?”
“Well people normally go during the day for a start.”
Mikey didn’t say anything, he just continued to smile at her before getting out of the car. She followed him, still unsure of why they were here. He took her hand and they walked down onto the sand and along the waters edge. It wasn’t that warm but then it was February. It was Valentines day tomorrow. Mikey had originally wanted to do this tomorrow but he didn’t want to risk it raining or being too cold or anything like that. They walked along slowly just talking about random things.
“So, d’you think Gee told Frank how he felt then?” Asked Hannah. She hated seeing her friends the way they were at the moment.
“I dunno. You know what Gee’s like, he tries not to hurt people but he ends up making things worse in the end. That’s just Gee.”
“Yeah he’s a right dick sometimes!”
Mikey laughed gently and stopped before kissing her once more. They looked out over the ocean to watch the sun setting. Mikey wrapped his arm around her waist gently,
“You know I love you don’t you?”
“Yeah and I love you too.”
“And I want to be with you forever.”
“Yeah..”
“And you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me and I don’t know where I’d be without you, so….”
He reached into his pocket and took out a small box before kneeling down,
“So…will you marry me?”
She stared at him in complete shock. She hadn’t expected it, not yet anyway not until after the baby was born, she hadn’t even thought about it. It didn’t take very long for her to answer though,
“OMG, yes Mikey, I will marry you! I love you so much!!” She squealed happily.
He got up and slid the ring onto her finger, before kissing her again. They stayed like it for a while longer before making their way back to the car. They didn’t need to worry about Frank and Gerard. They’d got each other.
Chapter 135 After Frank and Gerard had left Tom and Kiro had decided to go and get some coffee. They had found a small café in the backstreets of downtown Jersey.
When they had finished their drinks and muffins, Kiro suggested they went shopping, although Tom hated it, he said ok just for his boyfriend. Smiling they paid the bill leaving a small tip, and walked out through the streets occasionally looking in shops and in windows. Kiro loved shopping and dragged Tom in and out of every shop and buying about 2 items in every shop and insisting on trying everything on.
Finally after several hours and several shopping bags later, Kiro had finished his shopping spree and was happy with his purchases they decided to head home for a movie night. They started walking home hand in hand when they heard a scream from behind them. Curiously they turned around and saw a few girls waving at them, well more importantly Kiro. Kiro smiled at the girls and they ran over.
Obviously they were fans of Cinema Bizarre. Even though they hadn’t released anything in the US and still wernt that big in Germany.
But Kiro smiled and signed a few things and had his picture taken with the girls. Tom felt a pang of jealousy when Kiro put his arms around the girls for the picture. Even though Tom knew Kiro was just being friendly he couldn’t help feeling extremely jealous and protective of his boyfriend.
At home Amy and Bill were cuddled up on the sofa. Amy was flipping through channels and hadn’t settled on one in half an hour and it was beginning to wind Bill up.
"Cant you just pick a station?" moaned Bill looking down at his girlfriend who had her head in his lap and her hand on her swollen stomach.
"No" she pouted and pressed another button on the remote "Theres nothing on and I'm bored"
Bill sighed. But then he smiled. "I have an idea on what we can do" he whispered and leant down and kissed her lips softly.
Amy smiled and looked into her boyfriends eyes. "That sounds like a good idea" she giggled and kissed him again.
As they kissed Bill adjusted himself so he was lying next to his girlfriend on the couch and ran his fingers through her long pink hair never breaking the kiss.
Amy moaned as their tounge peircings collided and it sent shivers down her spin. Bill ran his hands up and down her back.
He giggled slightly has he felt Amys bump press against his own stomach. This was going to get a lot harder as the months went on. Twins meant a bigger bump.
DILLIGAF
"it’s when you’re acting selflessly, that you are at your bravest"
- Four.
♥
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