Contains abuse - Survivors of Female Abusers Support Thread

[*kelsey*]

pushed

[troubleshooter]

Who pushed you sweetheart?

[*kelsey*]

my mum pushed me, but it was my fault i made it happen

[troubleshooter]

No sweetheart, there's no reason for her to push you down the stairs. *hugs*

[*kelsey*]

she said it was my fault, i got hurt and she made me tell them a lie im just bad

[troubleshooter]

It's not your fault, she's not telling the truth. Your mom is wrong to hurt you and make you lie. You're not bad at all *hugs*

[*kelsey*]

sorry i souldnt talk about this

[troubleshooter]

You can always talk about this honey, you need to get it out. She's not allowed to do that to you.

[*kelsey*]

i cant anymore,am not ment to shouldnt have

[troubleshooter]

You shouldn't keep secrets that hurt to keep honey. Those people are doing wrong making you keep it secret. *hugs*

[*kelsey*]

but it hurts to tell secrets to *cries* im sorry i feel so confused just now sorry

[troubleshooter]

*hugs gently*Right now you do what feels best ok?

[Kitkat :)]

I agree with Troubleshooter, it's not your fault that she pushed you, just try and take care of yourself right now okay?

*offers safe hugs*

[*kelsey*]

Ok, its to much it keeps playing over and over in my head, the stairs, the push, the hurt, the people, the lies that were told

[Kitkat :)]

I'm sorry to hear you're struggling tigerseyes, do you know what's triggered it?

[Drewbles]

*offers everyone safe hugs*
I know im not much help, but just know everyone it's not your fault. <3
take care guys. <3

[*kelsey*]

i think i need to tell some more i just im not sure how or where to start

[troubleshooter]

Tell us about what happened when your mom pushed you. Or something else that's been going on.

[*kelsey*]

Ok

we was at the top of the stairs she was shouting at me she said i was bad, she smacked me, then she said she had enough then

i dont think i should tell anymore

[troubleshooter]

That's wrong of her *Hugs* You can tell us more honey, it's safe.