I don't think this one's on here yet. It just randomly popped up on my Last.FM:
Cutting - Ayria:
Tell me how to feel
Show me what is real
I tried to back away but everwhere's the same
And in this over-conscious world all I want to do is dream
I don't know what you held on to
To get this far but I need some too
Because I'm slipping from existence
And there's just no resistence
To stop this all from happening
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
I'm cutting myself
Because I cannot face
The world around me
Is nothing
I'm cutting up myself
Because there's no way out
Dispersing what I feel
So I feel nothing
I don't know what to do
To be as numb as you
I must be doing something wrong to always feel this down
With an overwhelming urge to shout at those around
I tried to reach out to the past
But the lesson learned is to not look back
The memories will just confuse
An overwhelmed and frightened youth
I've learned to accept it
I know that that's pathetic
I can't explain to others
I know that they'll reject it
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
I'm cutting myself
Because I cannot face
The world around me
Is nothing
I'm cutting up myself
Because there's no way out
Dispersing what I feel
So I feel nothing
Today the pain
It got so bad I had to scream
Today the pain
It felt so bad I had to scream
I had to scream
I had to scream
I had to scream
Scratch my leg with a rusty nail, sadly it heals
Colour my hair but the dye grows out
I can't seem to stay a fixed ideal
Childhood pictures redeem, clean and so serene
See myself without ruining lines
Whole days throwing sticks into streams
I have crawled so far sideways
I recognise dim traces of creation
I wanna die, die in the summertime, I wanna die
The hole in my life even stains the soil
My heart shrinks to barely a pulse
A tiny animal curled into a quarter circle
If you really care wash the feet of a beggar
I have crawled so far sideways
I recognise dim traces of creation
I wanna die, die in the summertime, I wanna die
I have crawled so far sideways
I recognise dim traces of creation
I wanna die, die in the summertime, I wanna die
don't know if it's been mintioned yet but Queen Adreena-Razorblade Sky
I love the melody to the song but sadly can only find it on youtube if you search video clips about SI and all of the video clips are triggering
“Because everything that goes around comes around. Maybe it's luck or maybe it's fate, but either way, it comes back around."
Rest in Love Sar-sis. I'll see you the next time around hopefully <3 12/11/92-05/18/16
AJs mommy ❤️ 11/26/17
Married to my best friend and Soulmate 3/5/18 ❤️💍
Don't know if it's been said..
and it's really old
but i remember went i first started cutting i was an eminem fan.. *ohh i know thats bad*
Either way.. theres lyrics in Stan that say
'Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me'
So do whatever it takes
‘Cause you can’t rewind a moment in this life
Let nothin’ stand in your way
Cause the hands of time are never on your side
we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong we are Survivors. and..... we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong we are Survivors. and..... we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
we are the fallen
we are the wounded
we are the shattered
we are the unheard
we are the brave
we are the strong we are Survivors. and..... we are the future
we fallen can still rise by the wings of hope that lifts us~
Damn, I'm stupid. I just looked at my siggy and realised another one.
Zuviel Liebe Kann Dich Töten by OOMPH!
The translation for my siggy is
My skin is too tight
I can't breathe.
My veins lie open
Slowly I realise
Hell is so close.
Let's make a thousand mistakes. We'll never learn..
Meine Haut ist mir zu eng, ich kann nicht atmen.
Meine Venen liegen offen. Langsam wird mir klar
Die Hölle ist so nah...
If You Live By The Sword You Die By The Sword----Jamestown Story
its a beautiful song
When you feel your life aint worth living
Youve got to stand up and
Take a look around you then a look way up to the sky.
And when your deepest thoughts are broken,
Keep on dreaming boy, cause when you stop dreamin its time to die. ---Blind Melon---