i'm not too good,
there's trouble with my dad, and he's got the week off so things are going to be crap this week, going to try and get through it without cutting, though we are on day one and i'm already sooo triggered,
but i'm ok,
what does your girlfriend say about it josh? have you asked what she thinks?
xxx
Let music be your life take a breath in the rests.
“Never lose faith in yourself,
and never lose hope;
remember, even when this world throws its worst and then turns its back,
there is still always hope.”
(hugs josh)
oh no that's not good, well whats the worst possible outcome and whats the best? If her phone is off then can you e-mail her or something,
xxx
Let music be your life take a breath in the rests.
im scared of myself, scared im gonna cut, scared im gonna push everyone away and hurt people again, scared im gonna become the person i was a few years ago, scared im gonna loose my mates
It's hard to be with parents like that. If you can find a way to either leave for a bit or ignore him it might be easier for you. Getting involved in arguments don't help anyone.
Josh, I totally, totally get you. If your friends leave you then they weren't that great in the first place, they should stick by you. *hugs* Sorry, I'm a bit useless tonight.
