Heya there *Big hugs* Im sorry that your having severe urges to cut yourself. Do you know what it is thats causing you to feel like this? Has something triggered you? Do you want to talk about what it is thats causing you to feel like this? You dont have to if you dont want to but we are all here for you and we will do our bet to help you. This isnt something that you will have to go through on your own. If you know what it is thats causing you to feel like this then its really not good idea that you keep everything locked up inside you as doing that will only make things worse and could cause other problems. Cutting yourself will also only make things worse.
Do you have any support at all? Such as a counsellor? Is there anyone close to you who you could talk to about how your feeling? Try to keep yourself distracted as much as you can i know its not easy to find distractions that work and that your struggling but there are quite a few distractions to choose from, like listening to music watching a movie, doing jobs to keep yourself busy, posting on the fun and distractions forum going for a walk (during the day time) or you could have a look at the big distractions list which has other alternative distractions you could try
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ead.php?t=1403 Things wont be like this forever the urges will pass away and things will get better. Please be gentle with yourself.
Take care best wishes Ian xxxxxxxxxx