Triggering (SI/OD) - I really want to do it *rant*

[lower than myself]

Just screw the rest of my life up right now. I don't see the point in even pretending I'm not SI'ing anymore, no bady cares anyway, it's not like I cut for the attention, it's more or less cutting cause of things in the past & I've been told by all my family to get over it, I'm not at that stupid school anymore, I don't see the idiot's that ruined my life anymore, so I basically have no need to do it.

That's what I'm being told. It's just stupid. Fair enough I don't go to the stupid school anymore, but I DO see the idiot's that ruined my life, I DO think about them, I DO cut because of them, I just fail to see why I should go on suffering while they live it up. What the hell is the point?!

Grr stupid, stupid, stupid, it's all just so stupid!

[xxhappydaysxx]

its not fair that you go on suffering, but being told to get over things isnt easy either.
just because things are easier now doesnt mean you are meant to feel instantly 100% although im glad you are not SIing anymore.
do you have anyone you can talk thru the past with? things can hurt you for a long time, things that have happened before, and it might help to talk them thru, and work thhru ways of moving thru them.

look afteryourself

love sian xxx

*hugs* hun we all care..being told it's stupid and just to get over it is a bit harsh and obviously they don't really understand what you are going through...*hugs* is there anybody that you could call or talk to? AS ^^^ said talking through the issues of the past can be some help it will take time to work through them but it's better then burrying them... pm me anytime
lana
xoxo