You're PREGNANT for god's sake! Grow up! I don't care if you're continuing the pregnancy or not... you can't just go out drinking every night like nothing's wrong! It isn't right. It makes me feel sick. What if you change your mind? You've only known for a few days, it hasn't really sunk in. Surely you should at least be thinking it through. You're being so flippant! You are so immature sometimes. If I could have this pregnancy for you, I honestly would.
I just can't face you. I'm ignoring everyone just to ignore you because I know as soon as I log on to Facebook, MSN, or Twitter, you're there. And you talk to me, and talk to me, nonstop. All day. I can't do anything without you being there. I love you so much but I can't have you, you can't have me, and I want to cut knowing that you're mad at me, but I just can't face you anymore.
When I'm gone, are you gonna miss me? Are you even listening? Do you even care about anything at all?
"A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singin'
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin'"
I think about you all the time...
When we were together.
Every kiss.
The way you held me.
The way you would look at me and smile.
Your eyes when you would tell me you loved me.
Please be alright. I love you so much. It would just be shit if it all went back to how it was.
Please be ok, please be okay, please be okay, please be okay, please be okay, please be okay, please be okay, please be okay, please be okay, please be okay, please be okay, please be okay, please be okay.
The world is just illusion always trying to change me.
You will find wonder wherever you can, and spread joy whenever you are able.
I felt emotions of gentleness and pleasure, that had long appeared dead, divide within me. - Frankenstein.
I forgot her birthday. I'm so wrapped up in myself that I forgot her birthday. I can't live with myself. Why am I so self absorbed?
To her: Happy Birthday. I love you. You are an incredible friend, and if I wasn't so messed up, I could hug you and laugh with you. You are brilliant. This birthday is another reminder of what an amazing human being you are.
"You're in the bathroom carving holiday designs into yourself,hoping no one would find you.But THEY found you,and they took you,and you somehow survived."
Stop trying to make me jealous. Because it's working. You're turning me against her and that's not fair. I don't want to ask if you want to come with me tomorrow because I'm scared you'll say you already have plans with her.
returning to work has run me down so much so im terribly ill right now.
returning to work has drained me of everything inicluding coping mechanisms. i wake up and i cry coz im awake. i wake up and get so upset that i have to go there. it feels like hell. i only do casual work.. i shouldnt feel like this.
this is utterly pathetic. i feel suicidal. so fucking suicidal and its all coz im too weak to handle work.
I'm so lucky to have you. I love that you text every morning, I love that you go out of your way to spend time with me, I love that you make me feel safe, I love that you make me laugh... I'm falling for you.
