Miriam, I am sorry you are struggling so much with the tablets. I know how hard it must feel to have the conflict of people saying they will help against thoughts that they are somehow bad.
Do you know how long the tablets have taken to work in the past, so you know when you can tell if they are working or helping at all?
I wish I knew what to suggest, I just hope you are able to treat yourself a little, so that you can take care of yourself.
Sorry I do not have better words... my focus is going again today.
Roiben x
If the Human brain were so simple that we could understand it, we would be so simple that we wouldn't.
Its a paradox though, love. You might feel in control, but you really aren't. I know you'll probably hate me for saying it, but I'm glad your mum did what she did, and I also agree with what she's saying. You do not have to hurt yourself over this. I'm sorry, I'm a bit useless right now, but I'm at the other end of a phone if you need to ramble x
Wake me up before I change again
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Tell me why it's always the same
Explain me the reason why I'm so much in pain.
I just want to leave you some huggles in a jar because you deserve them <3 xx
You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault <3 <3 <3
I think writing things down is worth a try. You express yourself very well here and it sounds like maybe having something in front of them may help them to focus more on helping you with that. I know I am always better with things written than saying them out loud and it is rare for a co-ordinator or psych to be against reading something through.
Do you think seeing any information on the tablets would help you in knowing they are safe? Maybe the prescriber could show you some data on them, clinical trials and other information so that you can see that they do and have worked? - Would you be able to believe that?
Roiben x
If the Human brain were so simple that we could understand it, we would be so simple that we wouldn't.
please, urm, i don't really know what i'm asking for, but. i'm scared. i should be helping others but i don't know how. and i think, i need help myself. sorry. please?
I'm sure I've told you this before but oh well. Reality is devastatingly overrated. This is why the illicit drug & alcohol industries are so booming- everyone's trying to escape from it. You owe reality nothing, if anything it owes us for being so damn shitty.
Its OK to be selfish and be asking for help. You don't have to help everyone all the time. You do need to look after you.
I hope the tea helps, tea does solve most problems in life :)
Last edited by rockaroni : 01-09-2010 at 09:03 AM.
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Wake me up before I change again
Remind me the story that I won't get insane
Tell me why it's always the same
Explain me the reason why I'm so much in pain.
