i feel like..

[Bleeding_Rose_Petals]

I feel as if I haven't been on here in forever.. It has been a really long time..

Well, I'm back. I still feel the same, possibly worse...
I'm honestly sick of everything.. And the only way for me to deal is
basically to be stupid and do stupid things... I don't even know why I'm posting this...

-Rachel

[soadevp]

*hugs!*
Don't feel that way :/

And what do you mean by "to be stupid and do stupid things?"

I hope it isn't anything too serious or traumatic.
I only ask cuz I notice your name is Rachel, meaning you're a girl.
And the most heartwrenching thing I know is seeing a girl be this sad.

Especially when I've known certain girls who have been this low and have done 'stupid things' :/

If you haven't been on here forever then it's a good thing you came back!
I can give you any advice anyway I can and I'm sure anyone else on here would like to as well!

What seems to be the problem??

[Bleeding_Rose_Petals]

*hugs* thanks for replying...

it is serious..
the stupid things i do.. well, they are just that. "stupid"
thanks for offering the help.. it does mean a lot..

the problem.. well, as for right now, its a lot..
it's school, my family, the holidays, past issues..

idk.. it's a lot =\

[karijo]

Hang in there. I understand the feeling of being overwhelmed to the point of doing "stupid" things. Please be careful and know that you have people here to chat with. PM me if you ever want to.

KJ

[Fry]

Leave the past in the past.
What's going on with the rest of it?
Any changes you can make?

[Bleeding_Rose_Petals]

i wish i could leave the past in the past..
but it truely is out of my control.

and i can't make much changes
i'll have to plow through the holidays,
i'm too young to move out..
i'll need to study more i guess
to improve school...
but not much

[Fry]

Is something going on at home?
Can you explain more about the past that is impacting on now?
I know it's difficult sometimes I think I just meant that if possible, try to leave it behind.
xx

[Bleeding_Rose_Petals]

this guy is around.. and he won't leave..

and yeah.. a lots going on at home
my mom is a wreck, and she's loosing
it and my dad is no help at all..