Triggering (SI/Suicide) - What the fuck do I do now?

[Xani]

I'm past triggered.

I've come to a stop. I can't cut because it'll annoy my councillor. I can't find a release. I have an important exam tomorrow but I can't focus because it's just become part of the fuzz in the back of my head

I cannot see a way forward. I'm still thinking of the traffic, it's scaring me.




I do not know what to do or where to go from here, I truly am at a loss.

I've got no will to explain my situation anymore.

[JDenning]

Okay, just calm yourself down first off, you seem to be a little on edge, what are some other things that cause you to feel this way? Theres more to it than not cutting and the test, there has to be, so let me know, send me a pm if nothing else, I'll talk about almost anything so just let me know and i'll try to help

[All I'm Living For]

*hugs* could you punch a pillow or something? it might help a bit..
i know it may seem like a good idea but suicide is now an answer to how you're feeling. suicide is never an answer. its been said thats its a permanent solution to a temporary problem and its true. you cant go back from it. though it may seem like you're going to feel bad forever, you wont. its a temporary problem because its more than possible to get passed it. all it takes is a bit of support. suicide may end your pain but it will hurt so many other people. i know from experience, my best friend killed herself and i know that it has changed the lives of so many people, and not for the better.
get some help. talk to someone. you CAN get through this! *cuddles*

soph.

[Cazki]

*Big hugs* Im sorry to hear that your feeling like this. Can you talk to us about it some more? Please dont end your life. Suicide really isnt the answer. It will cause alot of pain for all the people that are around you who care about you. It will effect them in lots of different ways. Please think about things carefully before you think about ending your life. Is it just the exam or are there other things that are making you fee like this? This link is about how suicide effects those around you http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...ead.php?t=1405 I wish you all the best with your exam. I hope it went well.

Take care best wishes Ian xxxxxxxxxxx

[Xani]

I know it's selfish
I know that deep down inside I don't want to die
I'm just struggling very much at seeing a way forward.

I have issues with my wieght as well. I went back to eating bread today and all I can think about is how fat I'll get. How much more unhappy I'll be. How disconnected I'm becoming from everything around me.

I'm so desperate for an answer to it all