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yoyogirl · 25-10-2020, 11:51 AM

Months ago before covid19 I used to enjoy going to the University, actually leaving my property be now that thought is making me feel like I want to puke my guts up and the thought of going out five days a week isn’t sitting well with my Mh.

But I don’t want to leave my course or transfer, but how can I get myself to actually enjoy leaving my house and live every day. My bedroom has become my place of safety and control.

It’s not like I’m sitting on my bum, I’m always doing something in home that is beneficial fir this recovery thing.

25-10-2020, 11:51 AM	#1
yoyogirl Join Date: Mar 2013 I am currently:	Nor left property Months ago before covid19 I used to enjoy going to the University, actually leaving my property be now that thought is making me feel like I want to puke my guts up and the thought of going out five days a week isn’t sitting well with my Mh. But I don’t want to leave my course or transfer, but how can I get myself to actually enjoy leaving my house and live every day. My bedroom has become my place of safety and control. It’s not like I’m sitting on my bum, I’m always doing something in home that is beneficial fir this recovery thing.
yoyogirl Join Date: Mar 2013 I am currently:	Have you ever confused a dream with life? Or stolen something when you have the cash? Have you ever been blue? Or thought your train moving while sitting still? Maybe I was just crazy. Maybe it was the 60's. Or maybe I was just a girl... interrupted. I know what it's like to want to die. How it hurts to smile. How you try to fit in but you can't. How you hurt yourself on the outside to try to kill the thing on the inside. I tried groups, didn't work out just made my depression a lot worse.