No. I never tell anyone specifics because that is a way to guarantee I would be stopped. All our therapist human would do is ask if I want to go to hospital, and I don't. That would not help anything or change anything. That would make things worse. She knows that.
I don't want to tell someone because I want to be stopped. I just want to be able to talk about what is going on.
I guess I would like to see our therapist human on Monday. But that still does not change her leaving and all that leaves is being dead.