Hi I hope itís ok to post.
In the middle of July I took a large overdose. The professionals tell me I took a lethal amount (which was unfortunately the aim - I did not plan to survive). I spent a week in ICU, a day on a general medical ward and have now been transferred to the local psychiatric ward however expect to be discharged from inpatient this week or next.
I just feel hopeless. I donít know where to go from here. I just feel my suicide is inevitable. I feel frustrated that Iíve ended up in ICU from 3 overdoses in my life and havenít succeeded to die. Another part of me must want to live or I wouldnít even bother to post this I guess?
I donít know what I want from this thread - some comforting words maybe or someone to listen? I feel quite isolated.
Thanks in advance to anyone who replies. I know Iím not very good at messaging back but I do read replies and appreciate them.