Thank you Jenna ❤️
I got a call from the policeman last week, awful phonecall, broke down and decided to withdraw my statement, cpn was pissed off he called me instead of her and also very late at night. Im sad and lonely, and self harmed for the first time in months. Just fucking tired and hate that I'm gonna get a grotesque scar again.
The things he was asking, just fucked up, I can't fathom why he'd ask those questions like that, he knew how it affected me. Just can't deal.
And i miss k, and don't know how to tell her I harmed, weve been together nine months today, I know it's not a milestone but it is for me and her. I don't want to ruin it.
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