There must be an easy way out. I'm very suicidal because there is no hope and I am trapped otherwise. I don't know how to self soothe, nothing works for me. I can't stand this emotional agony for much longer and I can't kill myself to make I stop. No one understands the pain of being suicidal and fighting through life. They all just think I'm ok because I'm not doing many risky things. Not that anyone listens to me regularly enough, or I can't find the words to explain things. I'm alone.
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